Wicked Weekend

Saturday : It was a good time , but it ended torridly /: woke up to do my trevor HW , when i was gonna have trevor at 1pm :P tuition went well , before a good lunch at fork and spoon , alone . it was quality time with myself , as i thought about what has happened to me over the past month , there has been good ones , and of course , bad ones . went home , and was late for festival of praise :x but man it was great ! (: hahah min ying had some stunt , and she was quite happy , and of course , since i organised it , so of course she'd be happy ;P heheheh this ended off my saturday nogight , but had a small tiff with mum , argh /: can't wait for CHC 21st anniversary celebration tomorrow though :D

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Sunday : this is by far my worst sunday , i don't know why /: the 21st anniversary celebration was good , but once again , my day ended badly ): attended the 2nd service , after much consideration , and it was great (: rushed to meet linesh , andre and yu sung after that , and yeah it was great , from soccer to food court to xbox ! ;D andre's dad is the best man :P hahahah had another tiff with mum , and she found about what i've been using my money for , guess she doesn't understand me enough , and maybe it's cause we hadn't talked for a long time :x and the night was no where better . i seriously think i'm running away , i'm gonna change the place i worship and praise Lord , because i had enough . i don't go church to avoid people , and what's more , another one . i'm gonna go lee's church , then jerald's church then benji's church , to have a taste of their church . and i think i'm gonna move . i'm not gonna rant anymore , because i'm sick and tired of all these . i'm just gonna say that i really detest both of you , for all that you've done . i was never taught to be selfish , that's why i shared , but it seems that i was a dumbass , and yeah , i'd rather have that title than waste my energy fighting for something that's not around anymore . i really regret being your best friend , and i just wish that you'd disappear from my life . i've never expected you to be the one that does this , but oh well i've gotten my championship , so you don't mean much anymore , after all that you've done . i really think it's unfair , but i can't do much , so i'll just fcuk it ; maybe i should just kill myself to stop all these . i don't need anyone anymore , because i've lost trust in people . only God knows what i want .

happy 21st birthday city harvest , this should be my first and last celebration for you , a great church ;

and august , i hope you'll give me something to cheer about

- It's Good To Be Kind , And Even Better To Be Kind Though Someone Treats You Badly . God Knows Your Heart