It's Never As It Seems

i like mondays , my timetable's a great way to kick start a busy week ahead . stayed up till 130am this morning , watching the reds play a dismal game /: went for dental this morning , was finally early for my appointment for the first time x: heh saw the dentist only half an hour after my fixed time , and i got green and yellow brackets on top and bottom respectively :D hahah

went to school , brazing the heavy rain and strong winds , and getting my shoes wet in the process -.-" met up with the other 4 funkies , and damon , xavier and yuan for recess :D aric was the subject of joke today , super fun ((: classes were good after that , and yeah , school is my source of joy ; michelle cheong said that i was one of the four people in my math class to pass , and that someone got 39/50 , which is the highest in 2D , and i pray that that's my score , that's my reward for >2 hour tuitions . pray pray pray :D i got 36/45 for english , and mum is gonna treat me meal at restaurant , whee~

can't wait to get my math results , sheesh :

went to e2max @ cathay with rudi and yu sung after school , watching them play L4D2 , and i think it's too gore for my style x: heheh sat around till 4pm before heading home . life at home ain't bad afterall i guess , i get to study with my pretty sister and my retard brother . they are friendly loggerheads which will never stop suan-ing each other , hahahah dinner was good , braces are getting irritating , can't bite down completely D: mum's been really good to me , yay :D

i love my family a lot , i'm treasuring them more than anything now , thank God for them (: father and mother , i love you :D

told you that my studies would be on the rise . i guess we ain't suppose to be friends , because my studies dropped , my time was squandered , my future was bleak . glad that you gave up , it should be a blessing in disguise .

i'm not gonna be bothered by such stuff anymore , i must remind myself . nicolette loves me a lot , i can't just abandon ship like that . and what's more , a revival's coming , i can't walk away now . but i hope i can continue going lee's church , really like it a lot (:

daily prayer : God . i'm ready to step back into your kingdom . thank You for putting optimism in my thoughts , and that i'm able to be so happy . i'm sorry for today , pray for mercy , wisdom and guidance and most importantly Your presence . pray all this through Jesus' name , amen C:

- To Sacrifice Shows You Are Willing To Move Forward