Sunday, August 15, 2010

happiness lies within



i spend too much time caring about other things , maybe i should sit alone these few days and enjoy the company of boonkiat , because he is a cheerful and happy guy .

i go to school appearing untroubled , but yes , there is some problems inside . but my best company's in school , so i'd rather enjoy it .

today was a rude sunday , didn't attend service nor jerald's church . stayed home instead , after being missing during sunday mornings for the past months . i'm starting to see the beauty of my siblings . my brother would quarrel with my sis , in a friendly manner , calling each other animals and to stop barking and stuff . they make me laugh more than others could this week , thanks sibs , loveyou (:

met minying and went to get my volcom wallet , like it a lot (: then slack time at tom n toms , and cookies and cream tomnccino rocks big time . she did her homeworks , while i surfed the net and just chill out . it's post-common test , i don't wanna touch books . minying's friend came along , nice to meet you yuling , we can gang against minying next time (; heheh

went home and sort-of fellowshipped with grandmother after reaching home , and gosh it has been so long since i last spent time with her , ever since she moved to block 60 . went to uncle jason's house and man , it's quite nice (: headed for aunt jacelyn's house after that , and yeah , it's her house that's even nicer , i like :D evan was throwing a tantrum , and he got tortured by aunt j , gosh it was painful to see a year-old toddler like this /: celebrated gracie's birthday , and went home .

Liverpool 1-1 Arsenal : Man Gunner So Lucky ! :@ ; Gonna have braces appointment tomorrow morning , can skip morning class ;D

my life used to revolve around you , but no , you wasted 6 months of my life . my studies dropped like mad , and i believe it's gonna rise now . i'm gonna cleanse my memory of you . you'll just be a stranger i won't notice . that's how i'm gonna hate you . i don't know if this is right of me , but my heart tells me to do it . and i'll look forward to the day when he starts crying when you jump to another guy , and comes back telling us he was wrong , just like case #1 .

there's no point in this , why can't we all just be equal ? there's always those innocent killers out there ready to assassinate you .

daily prayer : Father Lord , as i'm going through a tough time , i pray for a stronger relationship with you . i want to lean on You , and just rest in your care . may your presence be with me , along with the Holy Spirit , thank you , amen .

- Follow Where Your Heart Leads You

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