I'll Fight Even If I Can't

I'm humbled today , i roughly know what i want in life .

1 . God :D + Church + Cell Group

2 . Studies + Family

3 . Friends

4 . Interests (Sports Etc.) & Be A Millionaire ($

5 . Girlfriend / Wife

of course , it's God first (; then comes church and cell group . they are too dear fro me to lose ; and yes , i'm into getting rich now , i wanna study hard , i wanna be a successful man , in whatever business i do (: i flunked everything i did since primary school? , and i wanna put a stop to it . common test is coming , and i wanna try , try putting in effort for it :D i'm in the express stream , and i wanna remain there ; my goals are what everybody wants , but i want my way sooner than the others , and i believe i can make it (: friends come in after that , after family , which is an area i'll catch up with soon (: my interests comes in then , and i'm thinking of soccer as a career , but as a singaporean , i don't dream that big x: hahahah and last of all is my other half , i'm in no hurry to find a stead , as i'm currently more into hanging with boys :P though i'm not gay -.-" hah , people like rudi , gugan and all my buds , they deserve more of me (: i don't need a relationship now , but i want a love story , a story i can tell my kids and their kids . having a relationship now is plain dumb , i won't be able to study if i had a girl , hahah ; i'm thinking far , and brightly (; hee i want a simple but extraordinary life :D

my thursday was superb , as usual , super relaxing . school was good , soccer was good , and nicolette was also good , heheheh (: the talk today was all productive , and i'm really motivated to do well , and show the world i'm capable . my mum's still showering praises about nicolette , so proud that my mum likes her :D heheheh dinner was cool , and late night chinese compo was short , wrote about a treasured gift , and i wrote about my brothers and sisters in christ (: sitting all alone in my living room , i'm sorry for my sins God , i wanna repent , i will repent .

my stomach's aching like crazy , and i think i'll have a horrible time trying to sleep tonight /:

national day tomorrow , which means boxing ! (: heheh team bbq at rishi's place is gonna be fun , no doubt (; mr tan gonna come up with some stunt ;D

you can bloody me and knock me out , but i will still fight , for the say of fairness of mine ~

- Love Is Just A Word Until Someone Comes Along And Gives It Meaning