what a saturday it has been , really enjoyed myself .
had a lazy morning , before meeting damon , lee , jerald and xavier for service at lee's church . trevor gave me a break for this week , super relieved (: man , i like lee's church a lot (: it's a small but peaceful church , and the guys there are nice :D had fun playing soccer , before meeting minying at bishan after that ; had a h2h talk with her , and it's always nice to talk to someone with a similar background to yours , because you know what the other is feeling .
i want to be successful , i want to be someone that has a good job , a nice house , a superb family and everything nice . i've got loads of work to do to achieve that , and i'm willing to sacrifice .
i don't wanna leave city harvest , but i need to take a breather from such a happening church , and i think i found breath at zion today . leila , nicolette , cheryl and loads of others are just too dear to let go , but there's a lot of objection from my parents , and i don't think i suit such mega-churches . i don't know , argh ; i believe that as long as i've God in me , it doesn't matter where i go for church service aite ?
i'm not hurt , i'm just disappointed . don't needa worry about me , i'll be fine .
remember that you gave up , not me . don't say i didn't try .
Daily Prayer : Lord , i pray that you'll be here to guide me through these trials , and i pray for wisdom and your presence to guide me through and let me have an even brighter life . i pray for discipline attitude , and a wise mind . thank You for all that you've given , amen .
- At The End Of Broken Dreams , People Need The Lord
No comments:
Post a Comment