freaking friday . i don't care if it's friday the 13th or what , it's was just another fun-filled friday .
gosh , last night was plain dumb . i hate to let it go , but oh well , if it has to be like this , so be it . today was tiring , but fun (: soccer was on my activity list again , finally :D had p.e in the morning , and mr osman played with us , aric looked super dumb in goal , conceding all the bloops ;P hahah had a fun but tiring time , but yeah it was great (: had a great time at canteen , joking around with the drinks stall aunts , before heading to home econs . cooked fried rice today , and i think tat keng and i added too much oil , argh it failed like crap /:
eileen texted me , and i was telling her next time my wife MUST know how to cook well , like my mum , or else good game :P hahahah
soccer during recess , then maths , which was plain slack . english was fun , before ending off with chinese , feeling all the fatigue of late nights , bleah /: went off to street right after dismissal , and stayed there until 6pm (: heheh i played a lot , with the old teammates , and it brings back those good memories ; i like :D heheheh friday is gonna be cool and relaxed , since common test is over and trevor's giving me a break for a week (; relieved . fried rice for dinner , i'm so gonna master mum's culinary skills :P
mr tan is so good to me , is God trying to tell me anything from here ? i'll pray for an answer . thank God for him , allowing the hockey team to have so much priorities and equipments . sir , i know you might read this sometime soon , thanks for everything . it'll nice to be your godson , but no , i won't do it , if he's gonna be one as well .
so it ends this way , and man what a hectic 8 months it has been . i enjoyed the friendship , but i hated you , since recently . i guess mr tan is really right , she's a troublemaker . i've gotta be critical on this , because i've experienced it . when he said you treasured brotherhood , i was looking at making peace . but no , you ain't gonna treasure brotherhood , you are just toying with what you have . sometimes i ask God why do you have to come into my life , but oh well , i can't do much . you are so multi-faced , liar and stealer . you can play all the make-me-look-bad games , but no , i'm not that dumb to play along with you . you can say that i don't cherish , but how do you treat the ones you cherished ? what did i ever do to you ? why must you do all these to me ? whoever you wanna steal , just tell me about it , you don't have to be so secretive about it .
that blog post on 27th april , it's so one-off . from being such close 'mates till today , you know what went wrong . i don't know what to do from now , only God knows what happened .
going lee's church tomorrow , and jerald's church on sunday . i don't really like your sight . and i seriously think prayer meeting is the last thing i'm gonna have with n441 , i need a new challenge , just like mascherano . i don't have a problem with n441 , but i think leaving CHC would be a seriously wise move . i'm not going to church to see people's attitudes , i am going to church to worship and praise God .
maybe i'll do that dream revival , and just move on from there . i so need God from now on , to help me in my future .
you can say whatever you like ~
Daily prayer : Dear God , let me learn to fear Thee , and start conquering my obstacles with You by my side . i've been defying you , and these habits have gotta stop . i pray you'll be here to help me and guide me , amen .
- What Fills Your Eyes Fills Your Hearts
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