Monday, August 2, 2010

if i wasn't restricted


monday has never been so ugly , it was suppose to be a day filled with laughter , as i could see my schoolmates again :x prize presentation was superb , with the fact that there's half day tomorrow ((: my classmates came and thank me for the half day , but i'm not the important one here , so i won't claim that credit . photo taking was fantastic , but the team is worrying me with what they say , do and feel . i don't want our triumph to be a one-off thing , we're living a legacy , so it's really difficult if things go on like this .

everything was going well , until math lesson . my dear bb got confiscated by ms cheong , and i think i'll only get it back on friday /: heck'em uh , it spares me all the texting for 4 days ; i flared up , and it was a 'lil unpleasant :x even forgot to pass up my english papers , along with andre's and james' /:

rushed down to watch the U-11 team , with an unusual empty left pocket , pfft :@ the juniors lost , by a mere goal in extra time , but they played really well (: went back after slacking around with the sec 1's , and there was my moaning monday , super not nice D:

i want to turn back time , to when before i first met you , when i was still a bad boy and stuff . i think i would have chose to not go for lunch on that wednesday , because there's more bad than good ever since i met you . i admit there were really good memories , but what about the bad ones ? they pollute the good ones ; there's no point in complaining i guess . sorry for texting you last night , i'll disappear , completely from now on . but at least i dug out some stuff to know how mean he was .

why did i ever become besties with you ? pfft

i think i've made my mind , i'm changing church , but i'm not sure which one yet . i don't wanna go to a church and see people's face sulking against me . i've had enough critics , it's really time to walk off .

if i could , i would have killed you long ago .

- It's not my fault if she's a flirt , and I'm not

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