at least i know

life isn't fair afterall , i guess .

i'm glad it's finally over , i'm glad that i don't need to do all this shit over again . i'm glad i found better friends . i'm glad you're out of my sight for time to come . there's so many things to be glad about .

i admit that i regret this friendship , after what happened for the first time . but i kept believing , that it was a good one . then the second one came along , and i knew that you're selfish . you and him , no difference . you take whoever you want . i won't say after all we've been through and all the crap , if we were to be friends , nothing would have brought us apart .

although we had good times , think 'bout the bad times . it had been so bad . i've never complained about the company you have , and you always point blame at me hanging with 3 girls , when i never went out with before . spare a thought for me , i'm human as well . you can say all the stuff about me , but i don't really care . as long as i knew i didn't throw in the towel this time , you did .

i know i've hurt you , but haven't you hurt me ? we were this close to being friends again , but it was never meant to be i guess . think 'bout what you've done , before you start pointing blame again . how many people have you separated from me ? i don't want to point fingers at this , because i know i was at fault . from the first meet at pon tian , until recently , i thought of you and how we could prolong this friendship . but no more from now on, you caused me just too much to be a friend of mine .

what is a friend ? i guess lee , aric , jerald , benji , faiz , rudi , yu sung are my answers . i don't need someone who takes what's mine away , i need buds like those above , those that stand by what happens to me ,

i should have gave up after the first case . but anyway , thnks fr th mmrs .

- Take The Blame And Move On With Life , It's Better Than Complaining And Proving Your Innocence And Be Stuck With Life ;