small boy , big dreams

i'm 14 this year , but i have really really big dreams , just like everybody else . everytime i think about being what i am in my dreams , i feel duper inspired to get it , to study and work hard for it .

school was good today , just like usual other days . went to street after school , along with benji , after a start-stop study group with jerald . jerald had soccer training , so we stayed and watched awhile . got bored , so we decided to get some kicks ourself (; went against some big boys , after owning the tennis game with hard shots , and we got bodied , big time . they play really rough , and benji struggled . i taught him based on what i knew , really hope to see him in the same league as me , not saying i'm super good though , heh x: went home after that , and dinner was good . really sore , my muscles haven't been worked to this extent of being used everyday since hockey finals , so i'm taking time to adapt .

i'm really enjoying my buds company , though i always busted aric , but there's a lot of love and care between us , love them all ((: hahah and i made a collage for those i miss , and yeah hope they like it (; really miss n441 , even though it's been just two weeks ..

my next thing : clear off all my debts , i owe people loads of money , need to clear them before i can start making my dreams work . i want to get what i want on my own , i don't wanna rely on my parents too much . i wanna get a camera , an iTouch , and some variety of stuff , hope i can work my way into getting them (;

daily prayer : Father God , i just want to thank you for everything and everyone you've placed in my life . as what i've said , i need the inspiration to drive me on Lord , i pray you'll grant me what's needed so that i can shine for you . i pray for directions as to what you have for me . thanks and thanks again , all through Jesus' name , amen C:

I've done my part in loving you.
Giving you the best I could ever give,
Treating you the best i ever can.
But still, I couldn't stop you from leaving .

- sometimes the truth makes everything else seem like a lie