i don't know , i don't know , i don't know . i don't want to say what i'm feeling inside , but it's certainly burning in me . i feel useless , not of value anymore . somebody , just somebody , come and kill me and maybe every pain will cease . this is what i want , but this is not what i expect . i guess it's not to be , and i'm just moving on quietly , hoping you don't realise it ; i am starting to try , to live a life where you don't fill my thoughts all day , to live a life where i think about other things that matter more . maybe yeah , maybe it's just me . time has come , and gone .
i'm not being emotional or what , but i just feel like venting the burns in my heart , so that i'll feel better , I guess . don’t have to ask if I’m alright , I’m perfectly fine
daily prayer : Father , i pray that You will teach me how to prioritise wisely and put things that are important way above others . i pray for forgiveness and mercy Lord , for i've let You down . i pray for your presence to be around , as i learn to be more like You , all these through Jesus name , amen C:
- the tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon , but that we wait so long to begin it
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