i don't know what's wrong with me , i want to give it up , but it's dear to me , this friendship , it's in my heart by nature . i don't give up on things i built my time on , and what's more , on things i find happiness in .
amid all those hatred , is the 1% of love that's still remaining in this friendship . that's what motivates me to hang on to this , to build on that single per cent and fill it up . i'm secretly waiting , and although it seems unlikely that what i'm waiting for will occur , i'm still trying . it beats not trying and regret . i'd rather try and fail and know that i've put in my best , because that gives me a satisfied feel , at least .
i don't wanna say much , but just to let you know , my phone is on anytime if you wanna text me , and i will accept anything you type / say / write with a smile , because we were all smiles back then . I won't boast about the past , because i'm looking to the future , and you hold the remote to this , it's your choice . i am still secretly waiting though , even though it's kinda not a secret anymore .
With Sincerity ,
Boonkiat
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