it's been all so well last month , cleansing memories of what was in the past . but last night , everything surfaced again , because of a retard figure that's being so nice of a friend to spam my formspring . what did i ever do to suffer all this ? i left you alone , and your friends have to come and make me look bad , with vulgarities somemore .
i reiterated this : i have nothing to confess about , even though we were so close to becoming one , i say , i never wanted her to be my girl . you can say whatever you want , whatever you like , but it doesn't matter anymore , hell broke loose .
i think this break-up was a 'lil expired , i wish it happened earlier , like maybe after aric woke up ? then i would have been able to do more for mid years , and this common test . but i guess it signifies that i have nothing to complain about for final year , because i've released everything , and now i can focus . i find myself really lucky to be able to break free from this , because now i get to watch , and see how he fares during e-o-y . as much as i enjoy this friendship , with so much love and joy injected in , i think you wrecked my life , you screwed it up . i don't care what happens from now . i apologise for being so unsure about stuff , but what about you ? you focus so much on my mistakes and you'd just leave your alone . i should just stop ranting , bye
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