sorry for no blog post for the past 2 days , was really busy , tired and having lotsa' high times , causing me to have not enough time to sit down in front of the computer and type out what has been on . alright here's a quick summary about what happened :
monday - start of school . tiring . went for lunch with rudi after school . bought muscle tees . home . dinner was awesome . sleeeeeeeeep
tuesday - history ; chem ; recess ; chinese ; art ; maths . ms cheong went retard again , throwing her temper on us . art is getting crazy as well , super hard , gotta paint a photo -.-" shucks . went benji house after school . study awhile . xbox with jo and benji . fun . home . tired . sleeeeeep !
that's how life has been for the past 2 days , tired + tired + tired ): today has been inspiring , and i think i get inspired easily , not too sure if it's good or bad , heh x: lessons were good , math test was kinda hard though /: CME has kinda waken me up , rudely . i wanna go 3S1 , because 3SB has now become kinda unrealistic . 3S1 offers additional math , which i feel with trevor's help , will help in the future . but i need at least 64% , and i've only got like i don't know , 50+% ? D: i know i can do it , but i've gotta increase my revision speed . i need to maintain my math and english , let my home econs stay at a2 , start ace-ing my history and science , and just do well on the overall . that's all i have to do now , and i will have a good life at upper sec , i hope . all this requirements have made me realise that a good life has to be earned .
decided to go hockey after school , and yeah it was productive . i need to get better , to keep my place in the team next year . rushed for tuition after dinner on takeaway , and man it was a waste of time ): gonna have a late night tonight , need to hand trevor my paper tomorrow , and jun han's joining in ! :D heheheh hope he improves !
okay , i seriously don't know what holds for us , in the future or whatsoever . i want you back , i really miss everything related with you . i have nothing to say and i can't do much , because i caused things to fall out of place . that 1% of love i talked about a few posts back , it will never die . i will hold on to it forever .
daily prayer : God , i can feel you trying to do something major in me . i have never felt like this . maybe life has started to get more serious , thus i've gotten more matured while facing these kinda stuff . i'm sorry for not accepting his friendship offer , but i'm not strong enough yet , not strong enough to go back to what it used to be . please grant me strength , and wisdom to see things like You . pray for your guidance and directions , all through Jesus' name , amen C:
- Follow Your Heart , Even If Your Mind Asks You To Give Up
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