i don't like the fact that october is ending and november is starting , i'm gonna die in november , and not make it for december , and i will be buried before 2011 . i really detest w what i can imagine , but afterall , it's a trial , this is when i need to prove that God is my pillar , He's my strength .
friday went okay , passed up my streaming form in the afternoon , after lazing on bed for a few hours . plans altered due to some cheekiness . lunched at home , and computer for the whole afternoon , before heading to CCAB for khalsa training . it wasn't the best of a training to boost myself as i made poor passes and lost possession , very discouraging ): slacked at SPC with aloysius , bernard and rudi for like an hour :D had a really fun time with the staff and talking about all the stuff that you'd never talk about . it has been a long week , ups and downs as usual , and yeah i enjoyed myself (:
gonna head for N467's cell tomorrow for make-up , as i can't attend N441's due to hockey commitments . i feel really stressed because i wanna go for N441's cell group , but the game is last fixture already , against energy-packed side JFA , and i really wanna play against them . well mama sarah and ah ma leila will be there with bernard and i at hougang , so it should be a fun time (:
that's all for today , till tomorrow night , where i will be even more shag than this ): i think the sad face will represent me for november .
p.s : i'm really sorry nicolette , i seriously would love to serve you , but hockey's coming in at a wrong time ): i promise that i will serve after the season , looking forward to it !
p.p.s : here we go again , i have the itch to talk about it , but argh no i'm so not going to start telling the world how wrong you were and how pitiful i am .
daily prayer : God , this is a grueling period of time which i am going to face , i pray that You will come and touch my heart to seek You for strength , to seek You for the ability to break through into a whole new level . let me see O Lord , the almighty power of Yours . let me live by the examples of Heroes of faith in Your word , and that i will find wisdom and grace in between ! all these through Your Son's most precious name , amen C:
- Reality continues to ruin my life
i have an evil plan in mind , but no , i'm not that bad . you can take my closest friends , i have got the others
i wonder what they see in you
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