such thing as too early ?

i only have 6 posts for october , and that shows how busy i've been this month i guess ? plus all the problems with my PC , with examinations etc. has made life packed /: all the problems and newfounds have added spice to my life , and all the usual peeps make me tick .

results weren't so impressive amd i think i'm going 3S2 , an average class where geography is compulsory . as much as i wanna make it into 3S1 , 3S2 is the only one that seems more than 50% likely ): but the prospect of being in the same class as wilson , jerald , lee , benji , aric , damon , and maybe faiz makes me tickle , and i feel quite excited about mrs daphne ang's lessons , she's fierce yet good , i would really wanna try her lessons :D

holidays are filled with T's , and the T's are : Trainings , Tuition , Track Session , TIRING . i so hate my holidays , but i wanna taste gold again , and develop my math into one of the tops again . i have to start maturing , or else i will stuck in the lower secondary time frame .

enough about academic and school stuff . i fell out again . but this time , i'm not going to rant . nicolette's teaching me a lot everyday , just by BlackBerry Messenger and i'm lovin' it . i can't possible stay here and rant and waste time . i need God more , so i'm losing a close friend , and yeah life goes on .

activities for next few days :

tomorrow (29/10) : school training in the morning , khalsa training in the evening

saturday (30/10) : cell group clashes with Khalsa vs Aetos , super stressed /:

november : 8 lessons of 3-hour tuitions .

november - december : training , training , training !

that's how holidays should be going , and i pray hard that it will be a smooth one ! i wanna start early to prepare for sec 3 , but do i have the stamina to run that long ? i've got so much holiday plans /:

i feel that i've got so much to write , but i'm so tired , so lazy ):

daily prayer : O god , slow my life down and allow me to mend those small holes that leak . i need to start life again , all over again , from a new perspective . it's gonna be hard , but with you by my side , everything's gonna be alrighty i confess ! i also lift my future into your hands , praying hard that i will be able to get into 3St ! it all depends on you o lord , pray that you will bless my future ! pray all these through jesus' almighty name , amen C:

- Let fairytales remain in storybooks , don't expect too much

thanks mum , i really love you a lot (: