We've Lost It All

What A Tiring Day It Was ! Had To Cab Down To St Wilfred As I Woke Up At 7 , As The Game Started At 7 -.-" Had A Fun But Tiring Game , As We Trailed Most Of First Half , We Overcame 2C ! (: Heheheh

Strolled Home Before Taking A Nap , After Finding Nothing To Do Online . Really Tired From WC These Days , Always Falling Asleep , At The Wrong Time , Even Worse ): Slacked Awhile After Showering , As I Waited For The Friendly Against Jicai's Team :D

Had A Super Hard Time Putting On My Contacts , Which Irritated Me The Whole Time While I Was Playing . Well The Friendly Was Good , With Loads Of Offsides :P Hahah

Was Planning To Have Dinner Outside , But Had A Small Quarrel With Mum , And Headed Home For Dinner , Which Was Rather Okay ; Fell Asleep Again As I Was Suppose To Pass Rudi His Bag , But Fortunately Woke Up At 9 To Rush To His Place . Had A Really Nice Talk With Him About What Has Happened , Is Happening And Will Happen . Well All I Can Say Is , Be It Tragedy Or Triumph , I Don't Know How To Deal With This Anymore . I'm Sick Of It . I'm Tired Of It . I Hate It .

Really Lazy For Camp Tomorrow , I'm Dead Beat /: Gonna Have 2 Games Tomorrow , Which Will Add To The Misery , But I Should Be Able To Hang On . Can't Wait For Midnight Soccer Tomorrow Though :D Heheheh

Well I Have Lost All I've Had Pinned On , Twice , But Now I'm Confident My Only One Left Is One That Won't Be Lost . I've Lost Faith In Making Relationships That Are At A Closer-Than-Friends Basis , Because I Failed , Twice . Now I've To Open My Small Eyes To Look And Face The World , Independently . Letting Go Doesn't Seem So Bad After All . I Will Let Go Of My Frustrations Here , Because It Helps Simmer The Anger . and Cools The Pain .

I Don't Need All The Love And Miss You Anymore , Because I've Learnt , Big Time . I've Found My Real Company , Those That Know Me Best .

Will Be Away Till Saturday , So No Blogging Till Then ! )':

- Friendships That Last A Long Time Are Hard To Find , But They Are Worth Searching For .