Trying To Last

Wednesday ! Today Was A Super Long , Hungry And Tired Day . School Wasn't The Best Of Places To Be On Wednesdays , As The Timetable Was Horrible . Math Was Okay , Before English . Didn't Finish My Autobiography , Have To Rush It Tomorrow . Recess Was Fulfilling , Had 8 Rounds Before Soccer ; History Was Okay As Well , Had To Do Some Survey , Then Slept Through Lesson :x Hahahah

CME Was Changed To Physics , And Light Is A Super Cheem Topic /: Have To Buck Up , Buck Up And Buck Up Man ; Chapel Was Good , Learning About Saying 'No' At Challenging Situations (: School Ended Like This , And By Then My Life Was Already Half Gone ):

Had To Rush Home To Get My Stuff , And Had Cup Noodles For Lunch . Was Just On Time For Training , After Receiving A Call From Mr Singh Saying He'll Be Late . Mr How Took Us , Briefed Us About What's Of Things To Come , And Yeah , Tourney Starts Next Tuesday , We're Going In At Full Speed ;D Left Early , After Mr Singh Didn't Show Up . And I Was Starving By Then /: Dad Brought Bread To Pick Me Up , And I Had A Filling Dinner Before Heading For Tuition . Had To Dye My Hair Back To Black , And I Finally Did It After Tuition ; And The Worst Thing Came : Kicked My Toe Against A Sharp Edge At Home , And Half The Toe's Skin Is Gone , Bled Like Crazy , And It Hurts Like Crap /: There Went My Long Day , And Thursday And Friday's Gonna Be Fun And Relaxed , I Feel :D Heheheh

Mum and Friends Have Been Asking Me If I'm Attached Or Whatsoever , And It's Kinda Getting Irritating . I've Seen People Crank Under BGRs' And I Hate Spending Too Much Time On One Person , After All That Has Happened . I'm Learning To Love Everyone I Have , And Put Smiles On Their Faces (: If You're Not Meant To Be , Then So Be It . I've To Move , Or Else God Won't Move . It's Not That I'm Giving Up , But I See No Future Anymore , And I Tell Your Here , I'm Not Attached , Still Single And Free :P I Think I'd Prefer Guys Company Over Girls :x For Now . Hahahahahah Stop Asking Me 'bout Such Stuff Alright ! (;

- If You Hold Back Your Feelings Because You're Afraid Of Getting Hurt , You End Up Hurting Anyway;

Missing Your Laughter

If There's Monday Blues , Then Tuesday What ? Because I Feel Super Empty On This Tuesday /: Well 2nd Day Of School Was Good , Still Feeling Chilled About Work And Stuff (: Started With A Rainy Morning . History Was Okay , Got Caught For Attempting To Charge My Phone , Hahah :P Chemistry Was Good , Managed To Charge My Phone , For Awhile :P Chinese Was Also Fun , While Art And Math Were Still Manageable (: Dozed Off Again For A Few Time Though :x And That Was 2nd Day Of School , For Me .

Had Macs With Aric , Rudi , Bryan Lee , Yu Sung And Bernard . Had A Really Good Time With Them , Esp. Bryan Lee , After Not Seeing Each Other For The Hols (: Went Home After That , Planning To Do My English Holiday Homework . But PSP Was Too Hard To Resist , And I Played It For The Whole Day :P

Dinner Was Good , And I Continued Playing Till 10 ; That's How My Plain Jane Tuesday Went . Tomorrow's Gonna Be Hectic : School . Training . Tuition . And Wednesday Is Indeed A Looong Day , Literally . Hahah

Well Once Again , I Say I Don't Know . I Don't Know If We'll Be The Same Again . I'm Saving Hard For One Last Gift , And I Hope You'll Like It As Much As I Do . It Won't Come Cheap , But My Hard Work Will Pay , I Hope . I Miss Your Voice , I Miss Your Smile , I Miss You . But I Fear , I Fear And I Fear About Everything . I'm Waiting , Just As You Are , But I'm Feeling Cold On This . I Don't Feel Good .

- Sometimes , Giving Up Seems A Better Option For A Better Tomorrow

I Think I'm Losing You Afterall

What A Kick Start To Term 3 ! Watched Germany Kick England's Overrated Team , And It Was Simply Cool ;D Went To School Late Today , And Was Sent To Join The Other Latecomers At Big Steps . But Along The Way , Mr Finosh Came , And Scolded Me For My Red And Long Hair -.-" Sheesh ; Went To Join The Long Queue Of Latecomers , And Saw Justin , Christopher And A Few Others Down There . Soon Mr Jimmy And Mr Dennis Came . And I Got Pointed Out Again , This Time , I Had To Surrender My Ez-Link Card To Mr Dennis , And Call My Parents . Mum Was Exercising Down At The Park While Dad Surprisingly Didn't Answer . Went To Time Out Room , And Was Given A Chance , Fortunately :P

Joined The Class Shortly After , And Everyone Laughed When I Made My Appearance -.-" Was Really Good To See The Guys Again , But The Back To-School Feel Ain't Always That Good . Had Literature Lesson , Then Morning Assembly . Where I Got Pointed Out Again , And Got My Name Recorded /: Sigh .

Recess Was Fulfilling , Ran My 8 Rounds , And Feeling Fit Again :D Had A 'Lil Bit Of Soccer Before Going Back To Class , For Physics . Had To Do Some Goal Setting Crap , But I Think I've To Work Extra Hard , To Catch Up , And Overtake If Possible . Had A Good Time , Before Math Came . Argh The Class Got Split Up , And I'm The Only One Out Of The Cracking 5 That's In Ms Cheong's Class . Oh The Cracking 5 Involves Me , Aric , Bryan , Benji And Jerald . Hahah The Crackers Of The Class ;P I Kept Dozing Off During Math , Gotta Change Man /: History Was Boring , And Yeah School Ended .

Rushed Home To Get My Haircut , Which Kinda Failed ): Before Having A Light Prata Meal , Then Rushing Off For Training . And What A Training Man ! I Felt It Was The Best I Had Since Getting Serious For The Tourney . DKV Was Simply Superb , It Was As If I Could Feel The Ball , And See It Go So Fast , And Perfect . Then Had Shots Taking , Before Training Open Plays . Felt Really Accomplished .

Went KFC With Rudi After That , Got A Small Meal Before Heading Home . Dived Into My Psp Straight After Reaching Home , World Cup's Kinda Fun :P Heheh Watched The Dutch Play The Slovaks For Awhile , Before Heading For Bed . And I Haven't Really Completed My Holiday HW :x Argh

I Don't Know What Happened Over The Past Month , But I Think It Has Been Bad . But I Can't Really Savage This Situation , Not Anymore . We Ain't Talking Much , We Ain't Doing Much . Not That I'm Giving Up Or Running Away , But I Think I'm Losing You , After The Past 5 Months . I've Found Company Over June , When I Wasn't Really On Good Terms With You , And You Found Yours Too . I Really Love The Times The Current Company Give , But I Miss The Ones I Had With You . All I Do Now Is Watch , And Learn .

- Don't Pin Too Much On One Thing , Lest They Fail And You Lose Everything .

Am I Fated To Be With You ?

What A Tiring Sunday ! Sheesh Had Family Breakfast At Sims Drive Again , And Sis Went Mad About Jaden Smith . Bro Says He Looks Like Snoop Dogg , Which Is Kinda True :P Service Was Superb (: Pastor Kong Is Back ! :D Missed Him So Much ! Hahah Love Him Even More Though :D But He Seems To Have Slimmed Down Over The Past Month , Not Good :x Hahah Leila Got Us Stickers That Were So Cute And Pretty :D Celebrated Xuan Wei And Charlene's Birthday After A Loving Service , Where Hugs Were Distributed Freely :D Really Love N441 , And Of Course The Other Pals From LEI Zone (:

Hahah Angeline And Cheryl's Complaining That N441A Is Becoming More Cheena Because Of Nicolette , Eileen , Aaron And Me . Hahah Now Nicolette And I Got Some ' Handshake ' To Show Our Cheena-ness :P

Headed To Airport For Lunch Today , With Most Of The N441ians (: Had Some BBQ Chicken Along With Jun Long , Nicholas And Nicolette :D Had A Good Time Playing Truth-Or-Dare , Watching Aaron Perform Magic And Just Slack Around (: Went Home With Wilson , Jonathan , Hansheng And Bernard After That .

Printed My Holiday Homework , And Slacked Like As If Tomorrow Was Still Holiday :P Was Eagerly Waiting For The Round Of 16 Match Between The Sexy Germans And The Strong Englishmen :D Had A Good Dinner Before Playing Psp With My Bro , Who Said I Look Like A Malaysian -.-" Haahah School's Starting Tomorrow , And I Think I'm Gonna Get Thrashed . Homework Undone , Redhead , Long Hair . Good Game :P

Well Thanks For Deciding To Wait For Me , But I Think I've Decided What To Do . About The The Thing I'm Gifting You , You Wait . But As For Me , You Don't Wait . I'm A Jerk That Has Disappointed You , And I Think I'm Making You Feel Sad . So Just Wait For The Gift , And Yeah Live Life Normally After That . You Don't Have To Wait For Me Anymore , Because I'm A Burden . It's Really Your Choice , But I Feel I'm Undeserving Of You , Because You've Been So Perfect In My Life , A Standard I Cannot Match . But Still , I Don't Know Man :x

- Believe That You Have It , And You Have It

What A Debut

This Saturday Was A Good Saturday (: Had Training In The Morning , Which Was Kinda Lousy As Many Guys Like Gugan And Rudi Caught Fever After The KL Trip , And The Atmosphere Wasn't Really There . Left Early , Planning To Go For Trevor's Tuition . Reached Home , But Felt Tired And Feverish . Decided To Cancel My Tuition And Wait For Cell Group To Start .

Took A Short Nap , And Woke Up Feeling Boosted , Somehow . Was Suppose To Meet Damon , But It Didn't Work Out , As Usual . Dad Sent Me To Charis Mission , For The First Ever N441A Cell Meeting .

Eileen And Cheryl Were There With Me , Being The Earliest , Being Realising Jonathan Was Playing Pool With The Guys There . Had A Good Time Laughing , As Usual After Aaron Came . Soon All Came . Damon And Bernard Was Late , And We Joked About Them Getting Stuck At Malaysia :P

Games Time Was Good , But I Embarrassed Myself With A 'Dom' :P HAHAH Had A Really Good Sermon From Nicolette , And I'm Really Inspired . Eileen Lost Her Black Havaianas , But Recovered It Shortly After Walking Out .

Headed To Jalan Kayu For Dinner , After Aching For The Past 30mins /: Had A Plain Prata And Mee Goreng :D Went Home After A Sumptuous And Fun Dinner . A Staff There Borrowed Hansheng's Guitar And Played Some Country/Classical Music . Super Nice :D

Decided To Cab To Bishan After Thinking For Long , With Jonathan Giving Us A Ride :D After Waiting For Awhile With Wilson And Damon , Wilson Said : ' Eh Check The Last Bus What Time .. ' And I Went To Check . My Phone Showed 1159pm , And Bus Service 13's Last Bus On A Saturday Was 1145pm -.-" Sheesh Missing Last Buses With Wilson Again . Fortunately , Damon's 156 Came As A Last Bus , 1159pm , And He Went Off . Wil And I Cabbed Home After That . And That Was About It . I'm Really Happy To See N441A Doing Rather Well , And I See A Vision Of It Prospering Under Nicolette (:

Gonna Have Family Breakfast At Sims Drive Tomorrow , Can't Wait :D Service Is Gonna Be Great , Natalie's Hiding Something From Me About Tomorrow /: Gonna See The Guys From The B Side , Miss Them Very Muchies ):

Well I'm Really Split Halved Here . I Don't Know If This Is A Happy/Sad/Right/Wrong Move . I'm Glad That You Are Happy , But I Think I Might Be A Sad Pinch In Your Life . I've Calls To Move Away From You , But I Want To Be With You , Just Like Old Times . I Don't Know , I Really Don't . I Know I've Hurt You , But I'm Lacking Ideas About What To Do Now . As I Have Said , I Can Only Apologise For Now . You Can Choose To Forgive Or Hold It Against Me , I'm Fine With Anything . But Of Course , I'd Wish You Forgive .

WC Scores :

Uruguay 2-1 South Korea

USA 1-2 Ghana (a.e.t)

- A Winner Is Not Just Physically Strong , But Mentally As Well .

Good For The Mind

Try These Songs , Listen To Each Word Of The Lyrics , They Inspire (;

Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On

Coldplay - Viva La Vida

Hinder - Without You

Hoobastank - So Close , So Far

Howie Day - Collide

Jordin Sparks - Battlefield

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Kris Allen / Adam Lambert - No Boundaries

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

OneRepublic - All The Right Moves

OneRepublic - Stop And Stare

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

Relient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close , Don't Go

Uncle Kracker - Smile

- Music Is A Source To Let People Get Inspired By Its Lyrics

Forged Identity

Today Was A ' Rest Day ' . The Fatigue Of The Hockey Tour Was All Blown Away Today . I Slept At 4.30am Last Night , After Watching Titanic And Japan Own Denmark . I Went Into Slumber Feeling Frozen Out , Because I Wasn't Happy , And I Wasn't Sad . I Guess I Was Just Worried + Frustrated + Down .

Woke Up At 1130 This Morning , After A 7 Hour Good Sleep . That Same Feeling Stayed Throughout The Day . This Is My Somewhat First Time Suffering This , Because I've Never Gotten So Emotional . I Don't Know If This Is For Me Or For Him Or For You . I Don't Know If I'm Doing This For The Sake Of Doing . But I'm At Least Happy That You're Willing To Accept This Again . Had Breakfast Before Lunch Came Not Long After . Ayam Penyet Was Good (:

Texted Faiz And Rudi To Check Out On Them . Faiz Was Going Johor , And Rudi Was Having A 42.9°C Fever . Had Actually Planned To Meet Him To Go City Hall And Get A Cushion Grip But Oh Well , He Couldn't Make It . Left For City Hall At 5 , After Stoning For Awhile . A Lot Was Going Through My Mind , And I Don't Know If This Is Boon Kiat , Or Is This A Soul That's Being Controlled By Others . I Felt Burned And Scorned On The Inside , But Life Goes On As Usual .

School Is Starting In 3 Days Time , And I Haven't Done Holiday Homework , And My Hair Is Still Uncut And Red . I Feel Lousy , But I Cant Give In . I've Experienced Suicidal Thoughts Back In Sec 1 , And I Know That These Thoughts Bring Me Nowhere . I Don't Know Where I Am Heading After This , But I Know It Won't Be So Ideal . I Just Hope For A Better Tomorrow , Like Everyone Else Does . Maybe I Should Be More Quiet , And Let Other People Build The Atmosphere That I Can Build . I Really Don't Know /: Training In School At 9 Tomorrow , Really Tired But I've To Make Sacrifices For It , I Guess . Am I Sinking Like The Titanic Or Am I Surviving Like Kate Winslet In The Movie ? Honestly , I Don't Know . The Long Awaited Start Of The U-14 Tournament Had Been Postponed , And Our First Game Will Be Again Teck Whye , 6 July /:

I Laugh , I Love , I Hope , I Try , I Hurt , I Need , I Fear , I Cry . And I Know You Do The Same Things Too , So We're Not Really That Different , Me And You .

- If you think that your losing someone, never be afraid , cause if that person does love you a lot , that person will take the risk just to have you .

Your Take

I Told You Why , And I Apologise For All These . I Was Without Ideas . This Tourney That I'm Gonna Have In Days Is My Biggest Yet , And I Don't Want To Get Distracted . I Was Selfish And Wrong At The Same Time . Yes I Know What I Have Resulted , And Now All I Can Do Is Watch What You Do . I'm Scared , I'm Worried But That's Human Nature Isn't It ? You Can Blame Me , I Will Take It All If It Lifts You Up .

- Humans , Only Treasure Things When They Are Lost .

Prep For Greatness W/o You

Back From KL ! (: Missed N441 And The Rest Like Crazy , But I Was With My Best Company (: Hockey Tour Was good , But Yu Sung's Incident Was A Really Serious Accident . But Still , It Was Overall Fun . Bunked With Rudi And Bernard At Room 1015 At Dorsett Regency , Which Was A Very Good Hotel (: Heheh

I Went There For A Few Objectives :

- Win ,

- Get Stronger As A Team ,

- And Forget About Stuff Back Here In This Hectic City That Has Caused Me To Get So Angry .

We Recorded 2 Wins And 3 Lost Out Of Our 5 Friendlies . And We Are The First Batch To Win Down There :D

SSBJ 5-0 SASS

St John 0-4 SASS

Sain Selangor 5-3 SASS

St John 1-4 SASS

SSBJ 5-1 SASS

The Team Is Strong , And Still Getting Stronger (: Well At Least 2010 Has Something For Me To Cheer About ; I Got Myself A Malik Stick (Rm300) , Grip (RM20) , Titanic CD (Rm17) , Socks (Rm14) , Bb Covers (RM33) And Basically That Was It . I Kinda Went Bankrupt By Buying These :x

The Trip Was Saddened By Yu Sung's Accident , Where He Needed Reconstruction Operation On His Eyebrows As He Got Whacked Hard Just Above The Eye . I Cried After That On The Way Back To Hotel , Because I Was Guilty , I Didn't Help Him In The Play Throughout The Game . I Think I Bucked Up After That , Playing Rather Okay On The Last Game ; Rudi And My Dear iPod Nano Were My Best 'mates Throughout , Making Me Laugh Real Hard When The Mood Was Down . I Will Say This Again : If The Problem Is You , Don't Bring Others In .

The Team Learnt A Big Lesson After Yu Sung's Incident . We Protected Each Other Well After That , But Still , It Could Have Been Prevented Way Before It Happened /: I'm Back With Loads On My Head , More Of Good Ones . I'm Learning Discipline At A Higher Level , And I'm More Cool-Headed Than Ever (: I Love Going Overseas , Because Life Slows Down , And I Get To Think More ; I Got Closer To The Sec 1's , Joseph , Naufal Through The Trip , And I Understood Hockey Even More (:

I'm Really Glad You're Getting Over It . You Have Left A Scar On Me , And I Will Say That It's A Deep One . Now That The Tournament Is Gonna Start In 5 Days , I Hope You Ain't Coming Down To Watch Or Whatsoever , As Said Before . I'm In The Process Of Forgetting You , And Your Presence Will Slow It Down . I'm Being Selfish , But My Team Doesn't Really Stand In Favor Of Your Presence Too . Like I've Said , I've Sacrificed A Best Friend To Make This Happen . And I've No Regrets . You Two Can Do Whatever You Want , Because I've Finally Shaken Off Worries . Now It's Back To An All-Boys Life . My Bros Are Better Than Any Girl Of My Dreams , Because They Really Know Me Inside Out . I'm Finally Lovin' Life Again , And I Think It's Gonna Maintain This Way Until I See You Again . And Another Said Before Word : You Live Yours , I Live Mine . I've Been Soft In The Past , But This Time , I'm Matured Enough To Know What's Right For Me . And You Ain't Right For Me . You Said Put Hockey First , Friendship Second . And You'd Think That They Were Causing Us To Drift . Get Awake , We Were Drifting Long Before They Came . And I Don't Think Girls Are Gonna Get Involved In My Life , For Long . Because I'm Bitten Once , And Getting Bitten Again Sucks .

- Never part without loving words to think of during your absence . It may be that you will not meet again in this life .

Over (Full Stop)

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down ,
Like an old abandoned house .
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath .
I fell too far, was in way too deep .
Guess I let you get the best of me .

Well, I never saw it coming .
I should've started running
A long , long time ago .
And I never thought I'd doubt you ,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know .
I'm slowly getting closure .
I guess it's really over .
I'm finally getting better .
And now I'm picking up the pieces .
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together .
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through ,
I got over you .

You took a hammer to these walls ,
Dragged the memories down the hall ,
Packed your bags and walked away .
There was nothing I could say .
And when you slammed the front door shut ,
A lot of others opened up ,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me .

Well, I never saw it coming .
I should've started running
A long, long time ago .
And I never thought I'd doubt you ,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know .
I'm slowly getting closure .
I guess it's really over .
I'm finally getting better .
And now I'm picking up the pieces .
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together .
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through ,
I got over you .

Well, I never saw it coming .
I should've started running
A long, long time ago .
And I never thought I'd doubt you ,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know .

Well, I never saw it coming .
I should've started running
A long, long time ago .
And I never thought I'd doubt you ,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know .
I'm slowly getting closure .
I guess it's really over .
I'm finally getting better .
And now I'm picking up the pieces .
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together .
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you .
Well I got over you .
I got over you .
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through ,
I got over you .

- I'm Not Sure If I'll Ever Come Back For You

I Got Over It

Well When The Problem Is You , Just Face It . Don't Try To Pull Others Along . I Don't Like It . Why Can't You Accept The Fact That You Are The Problem ? Why Can't You Just Leave Me Alone ? I'm Starting To Dislike You , Day By Day . I Already Apologised , What Else You Want From Me ?! Pfft .

You Can Say Me , But Not Others . I Treasured What I Had With You , But Hockey Is Calling Me , And I'm Going Over . You Are Sad , I'm Sad Too . But I'm Getting Over It , Because I'm Hurt , And I Don't Like It . You've Found New Company In My Bestie , And I'm Giving Him Up For You . You Know I'm Talking About You . You Can Take Him , Because All I Care For Now Is My Championship , My True Company . I've To Be Ruthless In This Because I've Been A Victim , And I Learnt , Big Time . My Coach Says Sacrifices Has To Be Made To Gain Something , And I Agree , Totally . I'm Selfish Here , But You Have Been Like This So Many Times Before Too . I've Found Those That Will Last In My Life , And They Are Good As Well . So Let's Just Live Our Own Lives , And Be Friends That Ain't So Close .

- A Captain , Is A Unimaginable Image Who Is Disciplined And Committed

Dads Ain't Far From Mums

The World Claims Mums Are The Best , But I Would Say Dads Are Worthy Of Mention As Well :D My Dad Is A Superb Driver , who Fetches Me No Matter Where I Am , And Even In The Wee Hours (: He's The Type That Gives Way To Others , Is Lenient And Kind (: He's Not Saved Yet , But I'm Praying He Gets Saved (: He's Not Healthy Though , Always Eating The Junk Stuff And Not Exercising :x Anyway , HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL . Yes You're The Unsung Heroes , And Today Is Your Day (:

Today Was A Cool Day , Woke Up To Hear Mum Asking Me To Absent Myself From Fathers Day Service , To Rest As Camp Was Really Tiring , If You've Read . So I Missed A Great Service Where Pastor Kong , Sun , And FIR Attended ): Woke Up At 11 , And Still , I Was Tired . Lazed Around For Awhile Before Going Online . Had Breakfast , Before Planning To Meet The Guys For Lunch . But Decided To Meet The Hockey 'Mates , But They Weren't Free . So I Dragged And Dragged Till 4 , When Rudi Availed Himself At City Hall . Decided To Get Grip With Him At Funan . Hanged Around For Awhile Before Heading Home For Dinner :D

Gave Dad A Ferrero Rocher For Today , And Planning To Get Him A Liverpool Jersey ;D Heheh I'm Super Lazy To Pack For KL Trip , But I Did It , Halfway :P Mum's Rushing Me To Sleep , And I Have To Go Soon /: Gonna Miss You Guys , For 4D3N , But I'll Be Enjoying KL (: Dunno What To Write For Now , But I'll Come Back With Alot To Write :P Heheh

Happy That You Don't Miss Me

It Is Good To See You Moving On . I Have Moved On , So Have You (: Now Let's Just Live Our Own Lives . Will Still See You , But Not On That Regular Basis Anymore . Probably Just Hi And Byes ; I Hate It , But I'm Willing To Do It . Now , Hockey Is My Focus , And I Will Be A Champion This Year . Thanks For The Memories Once Again , But You're Heading For The Exit Door From My Mind . Go With The Other Guys , They Will Be Better Than Me .

I've Been Thinking For Very Long , And Yeah This Time There's No Turning Back . Not That I Want To Push Blame And Point Fingers , But You've Hurt My Life . Sometimes I Just Wish I Didn't Get To Know You Back Then . You've Created Ruins Everywhere In My Life But You've Also Brought Joy . Now I Just Wish You'd Have Nothing With My Team , And Yes I'm Being Selfish Here . But You've Been On The Mouths Of My Team For The Wrong Reasons , And I Don't Really Like It .

I Know You'll Come To Read This , Some Day . Forgive Me For Doing This , But I've Been Used To This , So Yeah But This Time I'm The Culprit .

- Sacrifices Have To Be Made Always So That Success Can Happen .

N441 A !

Back From Overnight Mental Strength Camp ! I Missed Being Online For A Day /: Last Night Was Simply Satisfying .

Woke Up @ 6 , Planning To Meet Rudi @ 7 . But We Ended Up Meeting At 8 :x Hahah Had A Planned Match Against SJI @ CCAB . But Rain Killed The Chance Of Having It And They Left . Went Up Against VJC Instead . My First Half Performance Fluked , But Woke Up In Time To Prove My Worth In The Second Half . Phewww

Rishi Talked To Me For Awhile After The Game , And I Was Kinda Humbled By It . Showered Before Hitching A Ride From Rishi , Which Was Yet Another Booming Ride ;P Settled Down In School Before Heading To A Nasi Padang Stall For Lunch .

Came Back After A Nice Lunch For Nap , Before Starting Our Mental Skills ' Lessons ' . Did A Lot Of Writing About Ourselves , Like " Why Do We Wanna Win This Year " And Stuff ; Did That All The Way Till Dinner , Where The Food Was Superb . Tofu And Chicken Was Delicious :P

Had A Good Time Before Night Soccer Began . Got Owned By Faiz' Team /: Had A Great Time , Before The Real Business Started . We Had To Transfer Marbles Through Pipes , And We Had Time Limits ): But From 49 Marbles , We Co-Operated And Had 208 Marbles In The End :D We Proved That We Were A Team . Had Soccer Again At Like 1 Plus 2 , And We Won Faiz' Team By A Goal :P

Then We Had Trust Fall , Something I Failed Last Year . I Had A Mentality Of Them Cheering Me On As I Fell , And I Succeeded After Just One Try :D Rishi Said We Were The Fastest Batch To Get The Trust Fall Done , With a 40 Mins Timing (: Had A Quick Shower At 530am , Before Heading To Sleep At 6 , After A Long , Tiring Night .

Woke Up At 830am Today , Feeling Sore On My Thighs And Calves D: We Did TOD ( Theatre Of Dreams ) And DKV (Dynamic Kinesthetic Visualisation ) . It Was Great , But Yu Sung And Haresh Spoiled My Beloved Goggles , And That Caused Me A Bad Mood . ): Mr How Came And Briefed Us , And Said We're Only Getting Our Jerseys By End Of Next Week :@

Mr George Is At South Africa Watching WC , And Caused Us Trouble Because We Don't Have Jersey . Argh Talking 'Bout WC , Germany Lost And England Drew ! Sheesh This WC Is Giving Loads Of Shocks -.-"

I'm Really Worn Out By The Camp , But The Team Bonded Really Well . It Paid Off I Guess ; Rushed Home After Dismissal , Unloaded And Freshened Up Before Heading For Multiplication Cell . Had To Take A Detour At NTUC To Get Utensils , And It Was Tough . Super Tired /:

Reached Riverwalk At Around 2 , With My Mum's Fried Rice . Enjoyed Multiplication Cell Very Much , Especially Bryan's Sax Performance :D Everyone Had A Fun Time , And The Prank Was Really Heart-Stopping Manzxc :l The Girls' Were In Tears When The List Of The Multiplied Cell Came On The Screen . Hugged Those That Were Gonna Leave , And I'll Miss Them , Especially Fiona And Andrew ):

N441A (Based On The Contact List) : Nicolette , Angeline , Aaron , Audrey , Aric , Bernard , Boon Kiat , Cheryl , Eileen , Hansheng , Jonathan , Shawn , Wilson , Wilfred (:

Vision : Young People Who Excel In The School/Marketplace Yet Have A Passion To Reach Out To The Lost And To Serve God . Out Of This Group , We Vision To Start A Young Adult Cell Group By Next Year 2011 !

We Fellowshipped Outside The Center , And It Was Great . The Guys Enjoyed My Mum's Fried Rice Very Much . And My Mum Was Elated When I Told Her :D Got Tao Pok-ed Which Caused Me To Be Breathless /: Hahah Took A Nap And Got Snapped At , But I Was Just Too Exhausted To Fight Back , Hahah ; Had Dinner At Burger King , Before Heading Home . Saw A Rather Perverted Incident On The Train *vomits* A Couple Was Getting Super Intimate , And A Guy In Front Of Them , Around His 40's , Was Recording That Disgusting Scene . -.-" EEW

I'm Exhausted , But There's Service Tomorrow , Which I'm Probably Gonna Attend . I Don't Know What Will Happen Tomorrow . I'm Tired , Worn Out , Sleepy . Gonna Rest Early Tonight /: Can't Wait For KL , But I'm Lazy To Pack -.-" Hahah

- Everyone Who Succeeds Surely Credits His Failures As A Stepping Stone

We've Lost It All

What A Tiring Day It Was ! Had To Cab Down To St Wilfred As I Woke Up At 7 , As The Game Started At 7 -.-" Had A Fun But Tiring Game , As We Trailed Most Of First Half , We Overcame 2C ! (: Heheheh

Strolled Home Before Taking A Nap , After Finding Nothing To Do Online . Really Tired From WC These Days , Always Falling Asleep , At The Wrong Time , Even Worse ): Slacked Awhile After Showering , As I Waited For The Friendly Against Jicai's Team :D

Had A Super Hard Time Putting On My Contacts , Which Irritated Me The Whole Time While I Was Playing . Well The Friendly Was Good , With Loads Of Offsides :P Hahah

Was Planning To Have Dinner Outside , But Had A Small Quarrel With Mum , And Headed Home For Dinner , Which Was Rather Okay ; Fell Asleep Again As I Was Suppose To Pass Rudi His Bag , But Fortunately Woke Up At 9 To Rush To His Place . Had A Really Nice Talk With Him About What Has Happened , Is Happening And Will Happen . Well All I Can Say Is , Be It Tragedy Or Triumph , I Don't Know How To Deal With This Anymore . I'm Sick Of It . I'm Tired Of It . I Hate It .

Really Lazy For Camp Tomorrow , I'm Dead Beat /: Gonna Have 2 Games Tomorrow , Which Will Add To The Misery , But I Should Be Able To Hang On . Can't Wait For Midnight Soccer Tomorrow Though :D Heheheh

Well I Have Lost All I've Had Pinned On , Twice , But Now I'm Confident My Only One Left Is One That Won't Be Lost . I've Lost Faith In Making Relationships That Are At A Closer-Than-Friends Basis , Because I Failed , Twice . Now I've To Open My Small Eyes To Look And Face The World , Independently . Letting Go Doesn't Seem So Bad After All . I Will Let Go Of My Frustrations Here , Because It Helps Simmer The Anger . and Cools The Pain .

I Don't Need All The Love And Miss You Anymore , Because I've Learnt , Big Time . I've Found My Real Company , Those That Know Me Best .

Will Be Away Till Saturday , So No Blogging Till Then ! )':

- Friendships That Last A Long Time Are Hard To Find , But They Are Worth Searching For .

Country-nise

Lady Antebellum ! Love Them Ttm ! They Have The Best Duet And Produce The Best Country Songs Currently Manzxc ! :D

Start Of Something New ;

Today Got Off To A Bad Start , Mum Didn't Wake Me Up At 7 , And I Couldn't Attend Training . I Only Woke Up At 11.20am -.-" I Was Kinda Pissed But Just Live With It I Guess :x And Sheesh Orchard Could Have Had Held A Marine Open House Man ! What A Flood !

Planned To Meet Aric And Sissy At 1.20 For Study ; But Ran To School To Pass Up My KL Trip Form , And Kinda Got Splashed On The Leg By A Passing-By Taxi , Argh . Met At Starbucks , And Did My Trevor HW :D Hahah We Kinda Had Fun Talking Nonsense While Studying . At 3 , We Couldn't Resist Hunger Anymore And Headed For Dining Codes :P Had A Nice Lunch Before Strolling Around Town .

Cold Rock @ 313 Was Fun , The Gummy Bears Are So Hard ! Shopped At Ion Orchard After That , Before Leaving For Home With Sissy . Reached Home With A Mixed Feeling Note . But It Doesn't Really Bother Me . Had A Nice Nap Before Heading For Tuition , Where I Spent 3/4 Of It Texting , After Finding Out My Crunchsms App Spoilt /: Super Sian .

I Feel Really Comfortable Hanging With Sissy And Aric Today , Felt As Though The Clique-y Feeling Was Back Again . Thankful To Those 2 (Again) For Going High , Laughing/Sneezing So That The Whole Town Could Hear , And Just Bringing Joy To Me . :D I Feel Good Again , After What Has Been Happening .

Came Home To Watch Spain Play Finally , And They Disappointed /: Should Have Played Torres From The Start , -.-" And Fabregas Was Way Better Than Busquets ! Argh .

Having 2 Soccer Match Tomorrow , Super Excited . Hope I Get To Play A Good Game And Head For Camp In Good Mood . As I've Said , 2010 Has Been Emotional .

- Don't Let Emotions Run Your Life , Because Then You'd Fear Failure And Never Succeed .

All But Gone .

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right , yeah
We were never meant for do or die ...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop ...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

Look , It's Happy Without You

Had Tuition Today First Thing In The Morning , And I Had A Good Time , As Usual (: I Had A Planned Day Ahead , But It Never Works Out , Always . I Need To Kick My Habit Of Dilly-Dallying , And Start Working Hard For Top 20 By End-Of-Year ;

Planned To Meet Cheryl At 3.30 For Bible Study , But I Blacked Out At 3 , Only To Wake Up At 4 /: I Feel Super Bad , My Lesson 6 Had Been Dragged , And Dragged And Dragged . -.-" I Think World Cup Has Made Me Weak , Not Too Sure :x

It's Mum's Birthday Today , We Headed To Jumbo Seafood For Dinner , And It Was Nice And Worthy (: The Only Bad Thing Was Their System , Super Unorganised ;

Settled Down For The Night With Chilli Crab And Man Tous , And WC In Front Of Me :D

WC Score :

New Zealand 1-1 Slovakia

Portugal 0-0 Cote D'Ivoire

Brazil 2-1 Korea DPR

Had A Superb Time Laughing With Aric And Sissy , And Aric Got Bullied , Big Time :P Hahah What A Time We Had Laughing And Letting Our Thoughts Out :D Gonna Have A Good Time Tomorrow , Definitely :D

Now That The Favour Is Out Of My Hands , I Feel Free , And The Conference Last Night Helped Really Alot , Thanks Aric ! And Sissy ! (:

- Some People Search For Happiness , While Others Create Happiness .

All I Ever Want

Happy Birthday Mummy ! :D:D Thanks For All Over My 14 Years ! I Know I'm Always Disappointing And I Sincerely Apologise On That :x Thanks For Starting To Be More Flexible On Me , And Letting Me Hang With My Friends . All That I've Done In The Past Had Done Nothing But Destroy The Trust You Had In Me . But 2010 Is Different , I've Kinda Grown More Mature :P

Although Your Birth Date Ain't Accurate , But All Matters Is That Your My Cute Mummy That Always Produce Stunts In Public , And The One That Shoots Phone Calls At Me To Come Home :D

Just Wanna Take This Chance To Say That I Love You The Most In My Heart , And I'll Treasure My Times With You *hugs*

- 母亲是世界上最好的人 .

She Will Be Loved

Day Started Really Funny , Was Talking To Natalie At 2am In The Morning , And She Dozed Off . Hahahah :P Then Sissy Had Some 'Crisis' At The Same Time Just When The German-Aussie Game Started . Heheh These Two Are Such Awesome Friends To Have :D

German Owned The Aussies Big Time , And I'm Glad (: Cant Wait To See My Beloved Spain Play . And Btw , Torres' Haircut Looks Super Handsome ^^

Woke Up Late Today , And Rushed For Training , Feeling The Full Effects Of Staying Up Till 5 Last Night :/ Was Able To Reach At 9 , Just Nice Before Mr Singh Came . Had A Hard Time At Fitness Recently . Always Feeling Nauseous , Argh .

Training Was Disrupted By Lightning Alert , And We Only Had An Hour To Train After Before Cleared Of Lightning -.-" And I Know I Have To Buck Up , A Lot . ): As The Holidays Start Drawing To An End At A Faster Rate , I'm Getting Busier And Busier :/

Schedule :

18-19 June : Mental Skill Camp

19 June : Multiplication Cell

21-24 June : Kuala Lumpur Hockey Tour

And All The 'Lil Things In Between Makes Life Worst , Plus I Haven't Even Touched My Holiday Homework . I Pray God Brings Me Through , Safely , Happily .

Gonna Bunk With Rudi And Bernard In KL , Super Excited . Linesh Plans To Come Over And Party With Us ;P

Headed Down To Far East , Had Lunch At Pon Tian With Vev And Bern , Before Going Off To Meet The Fongs' After Their Haircut . And I Think They Had A Successful One . Had A Relaxing Time At Tom N Toms With Fong Geng Before Heading Home To Nap . Woke Up Feeling Tired And I'd Wish I Never Wake Up , Not Before Long . Dinner Was Good , Watched WC With Dad , Seeing The Dutch Win 2-0 . Gonna Rush My Work Tonight , Tuition's At 9am Tomorrow , And I Got Tons Of Work , Undone . -.-"

Well I'm Giving Up , I'm Not Helping Aric With This Favour Anymore . I Gave Myself A Try , And I Feel That You Are Already Happy Enough . I Don't Know Where To Head After All This , See How It Goes I Guess . :/

- There Is Time For Everything .

I Love Pastor Phil !

Today Was Yet Another Happy Day ! S3 Was Simply Awesome With Pastor Phil And Pastor Derek ! :D Pastor Phil Talked About Trials And Patience , As Regards To The Current Situation At CHC . I Really Admire Him , He Looks Good , Speaks Very Wisely And He Is A Superb Joker . The Joke About The Woman That Fell Off The Plane Was So Funny !

Sadly , He Went Off Early For Jurong West , And Pastor Derek Took Over . He Continued On The Trials Topic , And Finished It Brilliantly . So Glad To Be Hearing Awesome Pastors Preach :D

Fellowshipped Around For Awhile After Service Before Doing Some Stuff That I Hope Will Turn Out Great ^^ Hahahah Cant Wait To See Her Reaction :P

Decided To Head To Dhoby For Lunch . Had A Fun Time With Verena , Joshua Jeya , Joshua Lee , Liwen And Sissy On The Train . Sissy Kinda Went High With Her Jokes :P HAHAH

Settled At Just Acia For Lunch , Had A Blast Before Stocking Up Snacks And Noodles To Perk Up For WC Late Nights :P Hahah Went Home , Power Napped Awhile Before Having Dinner And World Cup Again ! Slovenia And Ghana Won ! Really Pity Serbia Man :/ Gonna Stay Up For Germany's Game Later At 2.30 ! ;D

Hahah Sissy And I Are Having Another Wild Time Doodling On Msn . Challenged On Drawing An Ice-Cream , And I Got Owned , Big Time :$ Hahah

I Kinda Start To Like My Hair , Hahah The Volume Of The Red Is Just Right , Nice :D Aric's Starting To Call Me Redhead , But I Don't Mind , Hahah I'm Same As Hayley Williams Then , Redhead ;P

Argh Training Tomorrow , Have To Be At CCAB By 8.45 am . *sigh* I'm Really Glad To Be Back Within My Comfort Zone Again , Glad To Be Loving God More And More Again :D

- Go confidently in the direction of your dreams . Live the life you have imagined .

It's All About You(th)

What A Happy Day Today ! :D

Trevor Tuition In The Morning Was Cancelled As He Said He Couldn't Wake Up , So I Innocently Accepted :P Planned To Meet Ladybug Liwen To Help Her With Her Board Stuff @ 11 , But Only Reached At 12 As I Missed A 147 Due To Overcrowding , :x Bible Study Was Cancelled , So I Had An Hour To Help (: She Asked Me To Help With A Cell Group Board , Had To Cut And Stick Etc. Bern Came Halfway And Help (: Mia Was Superb , Very Efficient , Helped Out In A Flash , Hahah

Aric's Birthday Today , What A Buddy He Has Been For The Past One And The Half Year :D He Has Been Important Last Year ! :D Really Appreciate His Presence , Always There To Accompany And Console . God Bless , Aric (:

Combine Cell Was Powerful , Awesome And Fun ; Games Was So Fun , Kenneth Winning A Redbull For Fastest 20 Push-ups + Sit-ups . Jun Long Won The Potato Chips Thing And The Marshmallow Competition Saw Some Unglamorous Moments ! :P Leila Spoke About Youth Today , Which Impacted Me Quite A Lot . She Preached About Stuff That Was Quite Similar To My Situation , And I'm Encouraged To Set Up My Altar :D

Celebrated Aric's Birthday After The Awesome Meeting , And It Was A Last Minute One , Argh :/ Had Subway After Only Having 4 Pieces Of Pringles From Waking Up Till 530 pm ): Met The People In N330 And Headed For Town Together , After Neal And I Decided We Would Just Wander Around (:

Went Shopping With Aric (For Awhile) , Bernard , Neal , Jun Long , Hansheng , And Vevien . Had A Great Time At Heeren , Paragon And Dhoby ! Really Enjoyed My Day . Had A Good Time Fellowshipping With Neal , Before Heading Home On The Purple Line (Ftw) Together :D

Reached Home At 10 , Argentina vs Nigeria Just Started . Heinze's Goal Was Super . Wanna Watch The England Game , But It's 2.30 am ! And There's Service Tomorrow ! :/ Cant Wait For Ps Phil Pringle ! :D

Hahah Sissy And I Went Wild Drawing On Msn , And Trust Me , Though She's Know For Dancing , She Can Really Draw . Art Ain't So Complicated After All Eh ? :P:P Hahah She's A Good Fellow Foodie And Friend To Have (: Really Happy Tonight , Because I Saw People I Couldn't See Last Week ;

- Happiness resides not in posessions and not in gold ; the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul .

Panda Eyes For Fashion ?

Yay today marks the start of WC2010 ! Super excited to see Spain play !

today was a so-so day ; stayed home after deciding not to attend training as my butt hurt , alot /: watched avatar (the blue people) movie with sis at home , which was enjoyable . planned to do trevor's HW , but i'm not seeing him tomorrow , so heck'em :P

i'm super glad to have my LG Lcd teevee , it lets me enjoy WC ttm , hahah (: south africa going against mexico now , the guy named Tshabalala is my favourite , he scored , and i love his name ;P and WC means late nights ahead ! would sacrifice my eyes for it . HAHAH

Pastures Green

This is a new adventure , a new day , a new life . I've decided to let some things go , and i will forget them as time flies by ; running ain't the best solution , but it will work . June 11 , i will remember you as the day i seeked my ideal path , as the day i had a crash and burn feel in my chest . sacrifices are sacrifices , no excuse . i thank you for all , but no , it's time things get changed ;

indonesia has taught me so much , and i learnt alot ; yes , we will see each other , but no not with the same usual feels . so sorry ;

the feeling i once felt , it's no longer there . you've found something new , and i see you finding joy in it . so go and live your life while i take mine to a level where it's totally different down there . i missed you , i loved you . now i can only say , goodbye . i hate it , but i'm walking away :'(

No Choice

Today was kinda awesome . Had a lousy friendly with yio chu kang in the morning , fell on the stairs and hurt my butt (!!) but it was all forgotten when i met aric , damon , benji , xavier and edward for karate kid !

at first i thought the lead (jayden smith) was a female , but he was will smith's son -.-" hahah planned to have bs at 6 , but movie ended late , so i'm only having it on saturday . sorry cheryl for troubling you ! D:

walked up to orchard with aric and we had a good time ;D burger king at orchard for dinner was okay , super packed . sent aric to paragon before heading home from somerset . well i'm starting to have more faith in my plans to change . this 'rehab' has no room for failure .

i've decided to not to have anything to do with you , so that my life can go on , happily . i'm only helping him in a favor so don't expect much . i really hate to do this , but i only have this .

- Life is a pure flame , and we live by an invisible sun within us .

Self-Control

God , I Need To Put Everything Down , I Need To Go Back To You . I Feel Really Bad About What I've Done . I Know It's Not Easy , But I Will Try . Give Me A Chance Yeah ? Discipline Is Easier Said Than Done , :/

Who Said Simple Ain't Happy ?

I'm back from selat panjang , indonesia and i decided to blog about my 4D3N there (:

I felt it was an emotional trip there . I wasn't feeling the best of moods to begin with , had to skip 2 precious trainings to go visit relatives and i was just down , simply ; I didn't look forward to it like how my sister and cousin did , i was alone in this ;

First day : Reached , met my two awesome cousins who are superb jokers and riders down there and they brought us to granny's home (: waved some hellos before settling down at my youngest aunt's house ; dinner was surprisingly okay , then hopped on my cousin's bike for a spin around their village ; he brought me to the loneliest of places there was there , and i saw a precious , rare sight ; i was looking around as he rode , and i saw a million stars on the sky , stars that singapore could never compete against ; i realised a lot , simply too much ; i saw a vision of myself , leading a team to do a revival there , it was just a prefect moment . they have a small church down there m and loads of temples and mosques . but i see churches taking over , because they will (: Down there , every corner you see , you'll at least see someone with a cigarette , be it old or young . suddenly , i just wondered how great it would be to have a revival in my mum's hometown :D that , brightened my mood and how i looked at this trip . i was pleased as i looked out for more , as usual ;

Second day : Woke up late , unusually ; slacked around at granny's house , just looking at how ' village kids ' have their piece of fun ; they were barely 10 , and they were all smiles with what they have . went to the market to see how they do their thing . well i had to brush my teeth in front of a polluted area , filled with litter and mud all over , i had to shower in the open in the middle of the night . i grumbled , but stopped when i remembered my fellow cousins' , who had been doing this for life ; yes they ain't high tech , but they are sure happier than we , or at least me . i was really buoyed by it , speechless ; dinner at relatives house , then another spin around the village and i was really interested in riding already ;

Third day : it was my last night , and i was having the noodles i had for the past breakfasts . it was nice , and the soya bean , was better than singapore's nutrisoy ;P hahah i was smiling again , i was glad . dyed my hair , and i have mixed feels about it :x cousin brought me for fried noodles singapore couldn't find , and it was nice (: he taught me how to ride a motorbike before we played PS2 with him at some lan shop then heading home (: had a nice dinner at another relative's place , where they had spring rolls i dreamt while sleeping . had a problem as there wasn't enough bikes to ride on , but my cousin's neighbor , who was also joining us , lent a helping hand for petrol fees as my cousin didn't have enough . the kindness they have is really nice to see , (: went to the beach but didn't have camera , so we went back :/ raced with my cousin's neighbor , losing out by a bit , but it was fun :P a really good time at the port , where my new friend dropped his slipper into the sea . hahah they don't pose/smile for photos , but they are super funny . they speak another language , but they try to accommodate to what you know . they are the real friends i want , but they are my cousins . heheh (:

Last Day : woke up @ 7 , left in a hurry . shopped at batam center and got a polo shirt , :D and here i am , (: heheh

it was really nice to have went back , and my dream of a revival there is well in place :D i can say that nothing beats simplicity , as it brought me back to my comfort zone . but i miss the guys and gals back here in singapore . i've learnt that i cannot hang on to something dead , and i will let go . i will run away from everything i cannot/shouldn't face , this boon kiat here , is new ;D

P.s the photos will be on facebook , and here , if possible (:

- Our minds are as different as our faces : we are all traveling to one destination ; happiness ; but few are going by the same road .