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till then ,

gogs (:

Muzik

Day 21 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs . ( Just post the titles and artists and letter )

as much as i would try to create a playlist , i'm really too lazy to brainstorm and answer this question , i'm sorry $: and i don't know who to give this playlist to /: but if i was to really choose some songs , i would go for :

Uncle Kracker - Smile

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We The Kings - We'll Be A Dream (feat. Demi Lovato )

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One (feat. Taylor swift)

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Sam Tsui - Don't Want An Ending

New Heights - Peaches

Nelly - Just A Dream

and a few others . . . . . (:

i would say i chose these songs because . . . it's nice and there's meaning to the song , hee (:

- The music a person listens to determines his mood

might be big

Day 20 → Something you wish you had done in your life .

i wish i had apply for the hockey scholarship and be $500 richer /:

i wish i had done more with the resources i had , get into a better education system , and just be a geek , playing hockey , but I'm satisfied with all i have , because it's really awesome ;

i wish that i had told you all that my heart was asking me to tell you , but i didn't muster the courage to be the boy ;

i wish i didn't have sucha sweet tooth ;

i wish i had genes that would make me as tall as . . . maybe kelvin ? HAHAH :P ;

i wish i had more time , to sleep , drink milk , and grow :D ;

- we only think after committing

call me happiest

Today sure didn't start well , with the heavy rain spoiling our Ubin's plans ): wilson and i were halfway en route before we received news , so it was really sian as I had to go back and change up . but it wasn't meant to be for long , Wilson and I met up with Nicolette , Fiona , wilfred , Hazeline and Wesley at cathay , planning to watch Harry Potter (HP7) . urns out that it's hot property , being sold out for lotsa timings , so we headed to Plaza Sing to try our luck (: and yeah we got out tickets , to 1st row eats though x:

slacked at food court , food shopping with wilfredo and i bought milk , since i forgot to drink last night /: Hansheng , Cheryl and Aaron came along , fiona and i armored ourselves with popcorns before heading in . fiona is super cute , she likes to watch the advertisements before a movie starts , so she heads in right after they open seating for he show , whereas the norm is to arrive just on time ? HAHAH and HP7 IS SUPER NICE ! (: (: although this is my only second time watching what i-expected-to-be-a-boring movie , it proved me wrong ! Emma's looking as stunning as usual , and the storyline's cool (: heheheh and Fiona was screaming as she sat beside me , during the snake scene , i got spooked by her rather than the snake ! ): ): HAHAH

we went buangkok for seafood after that ! wilson and hansheng left for rehearsal ( which i was suppose to attend ) but Godfrey , Eunice , Eileen and Angeline came to join us ! :D had a super fun time on fellowship , and found a handphone , which we eventually returned and got $10 for tips ! yippeeeeee :D B&J ice-cream treat from Eileen was tempting , but i kept off it , reason being bloated x: hahah

i love N441 and W543 a lot , words seriously can't display what i mean , i just feel really blessed to have sucha company . they make me so so cheerful , so so happy , no Lei Zone , no gogglesboy , seriously (':

loves : Leila , Nicolette , Hansheng , Angeline , Eileen , Cheryl , Eunice & Fionaaa & and the others who have really touched gogs (':

daily prayer : Father i thank You for the company i get to mix with . Lord i strongly believe that this group of daring and on-fire youths are going to achieve great things for Your kingdom , and i know that You will guide and aide us to a mega revival , to a massive breakthrough . i pray for Your presence to continue to fill this company Lord , thank you thank you thank you Father , all these through Jesus' most precious name , amen C:

- You don't have a soul , you are a soul . You have a body

those 'lil things that make me click , loves , xoxo

Ctrl + Z

Day 19 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life .

i'm lazy to answer , so i will type out roughly alright ? sorry $:

things i wish i hadn't done :

steal , smoke , (private) , and mhm maybe . . . get to know you ?

- If you don't have regrets , life won't be exciting

it is in you

You say good morning, and good evening
The day is done , and you've come to find
The words are fleeting , I hear your quiet breathing
Is something wrong ?

You come on two knees , with more than two needs
Finding that it's all too easy
To be helped and found
You slept and he said

(Chorus)
It is in you , to carry on
It is in you , to lay down fears that hold
It is in you , to find your way home

Daylight's coming , the sun is blazing
New beginnings seep into you
But in the end it's distant shadows
That finally overwhelm your senses
And this time around
Is it love that you crown ?
And this time around
You'll be more than who you are

(Chorus)
It is in you , to carry on
It is in you , to lay down fears that hold
It is in you , to find your way home

[Guitar]
[Drums]

Whoa oh oh oh...
(Repeats)

Could you find yourself a way home ? (4x)

(Chorus)
It is in you , to carry on
It is in you , (ohh) to lay down fears that hold
It is in you , (ohh) to find your way home

it's hard to come by

Day 18 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before . What do you do ?

if it is my best friend , even if we were beating each other up a few minutes ago , and now he's in a car accident , i would immediately attend to him . he's my best friend afterall . i have learnt a lot from best friend experiences , and i think i won't be having a best friend for a long time to come , maybe only 1 person , maybe only rudi , i don't know x: but i have sure learnt to be forgiving , but it might take me a while to get it right . i seriously don't wanna lose friends anymore , but if you think i don't deserve to be your friend , so be it , i believe i can get better time with my other friends . so yeah no one's at fault (;

- best friends have a chemistry the world can't describe

A drunk

Day 17 → Your views on drugs and alcohol .

I believe that it's something that's real addictive , but it causes lotsa' harm to the body . drugs is definitely out of the quota because i don't really like them , and they are quite hard to get ;P mhm about alcohol , i think it's alright to drink once in a while , with friends etc. i think it would be good experience to try get wasted , though it might turn out and look ugly x: hahah i've got seniors that drink well , and i think it's kinda awesome . but i don't like the taste of alcohol , so i might be the guy with a coke in the pub in the future $: hahah i would like to be a good drinker who doesn't get drunk or wasted so easily , but i think i won't spend that kind of money , not really worth it (;

- When you ain't normal , you ain't functional

wanna come back home

helloo my beloved readers , it's been quite long since i last blogged right ? so sorry about that , have been really busy with other stuff like hockey and tuition , which is filling up november , thus i've only got time to do my challenge posts , forgive me for that alright x:

life nowadays have been going at a rate faster than those fast cars you see on the road , everytime i come home , after closing my eyes , i see sunlight outside my windows again . i totally have no time for late nights , and i really miss them /: i have been staying home a lot these days , spending more time with family , since i've been missing for the whole year , spending too much time dealing hockey and friendships . anyway , i watch wilson's tourney yesterday along with xuan wei and gladys , and it was fun , with the Saints ousting Barker by 4 tries to 1 try , had a fun time with them (:

all the slashing these days has made my grandmother tremble and she spam calls me every day , hahah i wish i can get a minor slash from any crazy source , so that i would be free from everything ;P there's hockey again tomorrow , and we haven't really seen the whole B Div team , wonder how we are gonna progress /:

i have been steering myself from friendships these days , really too lazy to go out and spend time , just wanna stay home , drink milk , eat and sleep , so please forgive me again if i've been anti-social , i believe there are other friends out there that are more willing to spend time with .

RT @Anand_conda: I feel bad that i'm ignoring alot of people lately . Its just i don't wanna be too attach to anyone .

this holiday is a make-up for me , i don't wanna hurt people or get hurt again . i won't make any promise or whatsoever , just gonna take whatever comes my stride . i will only hang with seniors i guess , those worthy of my attention , because i learn more from them .

i have got my own life , and friends don't play a really big part in this part of my life ~

daily prayer : i won't pray here tonight , shall do it offline , on my own , sorry once again ;

- Loyalty is what we seek in friendship

dead serious

Day 16 → What do you think of religion ? Or what do you think of politics ?

I think that religion is a very important thing in life , because I have been trying to imagine what happens after death and it is really scary . God had promised us heaven if we have faith in Him , and I really feel blessed to be able to be serving his kingdom (:O about politics . . . nah i'm lazy to talk about them , PAP is like always owning the others , not fun , unlike United States , where Obama and the other old guy gets to like fight for their post . heheheh

it's really sick

Day 15 → Your views on gay marriage .

it seems somewhat cool , but I think it's disgusting D: I have had encounters with them , so I'd get freaked out when I see or hear about them , so yeah this is gonna be a short post , period

- Gays do the most crazy things together

watch it , they kill

Day 14 → Someone or something you definitely could live without .

i wouldn't say that i can't live without anyone , but for anything , i could live without NS , homework and school :D seriously , these three obstacles are already powerful enough to kill me , and i just wish i can finish them asap , but i guess i will finish my education earliest by 25 years old , if everything goes according to plan . and yeah that's about it , i would say that everyone's got his purpose on this planet , so i would appreciate everyone''s presence (:

- Things you manage to live without are sometimes the missing puzzle to success

nothing without you

Day 13 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without , because you’ve tried living without it .

i would say that i can't live without my iPod and my BlackBerry , they really keep me going on the network , and in life , with those just mind-soothing songs (: and for people i can't live without , it goes a long list , from my best monkey friends like lee , aric , jerald , rudi and all the other crazies , to leila , nicolette , cheryl , angeline , hansheng , and all the Lei Zone members that make me feel comfortable :D when my Blackberry got confiscated , i really missed it to the fullest , because i had the most kuku spare phone and it really sucked /: and without my iPod , i feel really disgusted when i go out , without music to accompany me , i really can cry when i'm out ):

and for the people , mhm sometimes when i miss cell or service , or sometimes both , i feel really empty , i love their presence , because they really keep me going as well (: they hold a dear place in my heart , and i won't let go of these great figures , i really won't trade it for anything else (:O

really love you guys , super duber a lot :D

- People that hold a place in your heart helps you to be happy , to forget your troubles

it's alright

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on .

well i don't expect compliments , I'd rather just live it the way i like , can't really bother about what others have to comment . so yeah I'm rather okay when i don't receive compliments (; heheh

- Aiming too high is dangerous

can't seems to see it

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on .

People tend to compliment on my goggles , thus my blog URL being gogglesboy and stuff like that . my sister picked it for me during our holiday in Seoul , so I guess i have to thank her for those compliments i get from strangers , teachers , disciplinary committee teachers and church members :D a lot of people also say that I'm cute <> hahah i seriously also don't know in which way i am cute , but i would rather it remain this way uh , heheheh ;P yeah that's the usual 2 I'd usually get , others are just based on what they see (: heh

- Compliments works both ways

it might just be better

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know .

I shall mention the person as you , lest it takes offence to anyone . mhm i wouldn't say that i didn't wish that I knew you , but i think i need to let go of this friendship . it has been rocky recently , and i think that you expect a lot , and that I'm not suited to match your expectations . i don't mean to ignore you or whatsoever , but i feel that maybe it's time to release it . i don't wanna say anything much more , or else it will never stop .

- It’s tough when someone special starts to ignore you, it’s even tougher to pretend you don’t mind

further and further

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted .

Well I would say that I'm a very lazy person , who doesn't really care about what others feel , and would rather do my own thing than care about the friendship and stuff like that /: i fell out with like half of the world , but after some time of cooling , we did talk things out and yeah things get back to normal . well i do know that it's always my fault , but sometimes I'm just too tired to talk , to text , to smile . hockey has been draining , and i hope that my friends know that . if you were to take the sessions with me , like Rudi , you will know why i ignore talking , heh X: but if you really want someone that i drifted from , i can give you a list :

aric , jerald , riyaz , benedict , vevien , minying , and a few others i think ,

so yeah i haven't been the best of a friend , but I'm still trying i guess , trying to be the best i can (hopefully) be . sorry if i have drifted , but I'm happy with what i have now

- Life goes on , within you and without you

sl-ee-p

sorry for not blogging for the past few days , only had time to answer the challenges /: i have been quite busy lately , a 'lil with the wrong stuff though :P training and hockey is still quite manageable , since there was deepavali break , and i overslept yesterday , only waking up at 12pm , the time when training ends , and tuition starts , heheh (; i have been sleeping as much as i can lately , and drinking milk every night is making me happy (: i can't wait to end november , but i guess i will just enjoy what i have (:

i'm in 3S2 next year , along with Lee , Benji , Yuan , Wilson , Faiz , Joseph and many others ! though i don't really like geography , i will fall in love with it (; really excited for next year , we will rule the whole cohort ! :D

will be back again soon ! (:

daily prayer : Father , i need to learn more and more everyday . i pray that i'll prioritise wisely , in a way where You will deem good . i pray You will bless the O Level students , that You did give them strength to run this last lap . i thank You for my friends , and i pray You will watch over them . all these through Jesus' name , amen C:

- Our memory is a more perfect world than the universe : it gives back life to those who no longer exist

sad factor

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit .

This is a quite difficult question . i admit that i do treat people badly , and people do treat me badly . but i don't really remember anyone being bad to that extent ? heheh (: some of the indians and malays don't like me though , always got verbal fight with them while playing soccer , but i believe it has cut down by quite a lot over the years (; that's all i guess , i think the people i know are quite nice , and they don't treat me badly ~ teehee

- If you hate a person , you hate something in him that is part of yourself . What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us

i saw light in you

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

I would say that Nicolette and Cheryl has made my life worth living for . they have been present ever since i knew them . Inspirational , Loving and Caring are just some of those expressive words i can think of them . They are truly God's angels sent from above for me . my life was really at it's bottoms since last year , getting into lotsa' trouble and everything . But my two beloved leaders have shown me the light , that there's forgiveness and love , for no matter who you are . Nicolette's got a cheeky past as well , but where she is today is really amazing , and i would love to repeat her feat , heheh (: Cheryl , never fails to lift the atmosphere , with her high-pitched voice , and her ever-high mood . Really proud to be serving under you two dears , really thank god for your , heheh love you ! (:

- Everyone has their idols , their favourite person

i hate it , you hate it

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do .

i hope that national service is cancelled before i need to go in . well it's a faint hope . being in national service means i get disconnected from the world , and i can't keep hair , and i will look like a bamboo stick with muscles ( I Hope :P) hahahah . it's really dreadful man , it sounds so tough , it looks so tough , and i seriously believe it's tough . it's every small boy's dream to kick NS , after hearing people tell them about it . i hope that my NS journey will be a relaxing one , which seems not possible /: sigh singapore , me no like what you do man .

- a faint hope is still a hope

a boy with big dreams

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

i wanna do many things in my life . i want a big house . i wanna play sports as a career . but i wanna be a big time businessman o: i want to travel the world . buy a sports car . get a bike license . basically , i just need to do well in my academic terms and start planning out and working hard for my future . i wanna be successful , like my mental skill coach . who wouldn't want to strike it big ? hahah i don't wanna be a spectator , i wanna be the one wowing the crowd . i will keep on praying for it , and if it doesn't happen , i will be happy with what i have . i hope to set a new legacy in the world , set a new record or something , heh (:

- having a dream shows that you are willing to progress for a better you

not holding grudges

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

i don't really have an answer to this question . i have let people down , and some people has let me down as well . but i believe that it's alright ? everyone needs a second chance , a third chance . and i know it rather clearly myself , hahah x: but i would say i'd forgive screamo aric , for ditching me and a few other schoolmates earlier this year . but i'm glad he's back , so yeah nothing really to forgive about , heh (: i usually don't forgive at first when things happen , but i'm making it a habit to not be so petty , and yeah it's difficult /:

- if you screw your second chance , then you seriously don't deserve what you get .

expect the unexpected

it's sucha tough walk . i'm feeling so , so sleepy everyday such that i don't spend enough time with God . i've gotta change , and prioritise my time wisely . i really regret all that i have done over the past months , because i could have done so much more . i need a change , a makeover . it all starts now , distractions and temptations are just things aside . i need to think wisely from now on , make full use of my time . i pray hard that God will touch my heart , and i will start my journey to becoming a leader . i need to do more , and sacrifice more , in order to achieve . no more late nights without quiet time . sigh i feel so empty and bad . i want to serve more actively , more willingly . let the bad side change , let my heart change . God will move in me . i need to start now , i need to start today .

a second chance

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

this is a good challenge and i should be honest here . i would forgive myself for being so naughty and playful ? curiosity killed me . i used to be a good kid , where i would head home everyday after school . the kid with the highest socks in school , and the nerdiest bag around . sporty enough , luckily . heh (: but things took a turn in upper primary , i got addicted to card games and started stealing . i stole often , and i really regret it . i stole from my dad , i stole from my uncle . and ever since i came back to god , i really regretted committing . i plan to pay them back when i got a regular income , and i would give them back prolly double or triple ? hahah another one is cigarettes , i started smoking back in june 2009 . got caught by parents , got caught by police but i still continued . glad that i stopped just before coming to church . it's been a good long 10 months of no nicotine , and yeah proud of myself . always have the thrill to light it up when i see my friends doing it , but nah , not worthy (; these two has been the big hits in my life , and i would forgive myself . but if i was to commit a bigger crime at an older age , then i would blame myself for everything . glad that i have changed , and because i've changed , i can forgive myself , just as god forgave me (:

- before you start judging my past , remember that no one's perfect .

bitter legs

wednesday has been weary . training was all-around demanding , having to run 15 minutes constant is no easy feat . all the running is making me feel good again , feeling like as though my tummy's "dissolving" , hahahah (: my next target is to get more buff , so that i can survive next season . went home to sleep , before dinner with cheryl and jeremy at raffles place :D it was an exciting night , with all the jokes injected in it (; heheh rudi came along to meet us to go home together , and the jokes we can make in barely 15 minutes is legendary , this guy is no doubt one that can crack things up out of nowhere ~ hahahah that's all for today , i need need need to start on my plan already , before it's too late .

targets for holidays :

a part-time job if possible ; a place in next year's B Div team ; iPod classic ; accomplish shopping with mum ; get fitter , and more buff ; perfect my math ; STAY HAPPY (:

daily prayer : Father i pray that i will finish my prayer list everyday , faithfully . all these through Jesus' name , amen C:

- Loneliness is not of company , loneliness is lack of purpose

you smile , i smile

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

i think i love my optimism and my cheerfulness . it really lifts me up when things just ain't going my way . the jokes that i'm able to produce is somewhat laughable i guess . i find that people always get sad and cry over things that don't go their way , but i'm able to just think what's able to happen next , and make a move to cheer them up . maybe i just don't take things seriously enough , thus i'm always joking around , jumping around . also i love my height , it's still growing , and i hope to reach 185cm , a glass of milk a day might help x: heheh basically i love myself for who i am , and as always , there's room for improvement . my dream is still under construction , and i would love myself even more if that happens (;

- You Have To start loving yourself first before loving others

like i've never seen before

nightmare has begun , november is here . it was a very tiring day , training from 9am till 12pm , then trevor's tuition from 1pm till 530pm . started the day with strength and conditioning conducted by scott (: the seniors are very nice to me in my very first b division training , yay :D training ended late , 1230pm , which was the time which tuition starts , and since i was gonna be late , tuition was gonna end late as well /: started on sec 3 topics immediately after reaching , and i just love trevor . he treated me and jun han his maid's very own nasi lemak , which was heavenly , those munchy cucumbers , heheh :D

the 4 hours and 30 minutes was really draining , but oh well , suffer november , enjoy december (; i will take this statement to every lesson , hope it soothes the fatigue x: we went for koi after that , and got our order in 5 minutes , super rare . caramel milk tea ftw :D head home , dinner , teevee and i'm gonna sleeeeep . tomorrow's an empty day , might make plans with the kuku gugu and rudi , heheh (:

till then , loves ;

daily prayer : God , i pray that i won't lose friends anymore , i can't stand to hurt anymore . i pray that november will go my way , and that it won't tire me out . i continue to pray for strength from You Father , pray You will watch over me . and that my hockey will improve . all these through Jesus' name , amen C:

- Optimism is the madness of insisting that all is well when things are miserable

i'm dreaming big , to achieve big

don't wanna see myself like this

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

i don't really like my attitude and my temper . i have a lousy attitude towards stuff i don't like , and yeah my temper's hotter than megan fox . hahah i'm trying hard to improve on these irritating bugs that have been on me for 14 years , so yeah i think i will be able to be a better gogglesboy if i clear these bugs :D another thing i hate about myself would be my guts to say and do things . i have a very imaginative mind i believe , but i'm scared 'bout losing out if i said what i want to say , and i might just lose everything . so yeah that's all (: tomorrow's challenge would be more exciting i guess (;

- hate is satan's best weapon to create disorder

it's never easy

26 day challenge :

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 14 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 15 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 16 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 17 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 18 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 19 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 20 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 21 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 22 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 23 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 24 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 25 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 26 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

i decided to cut out some meaningless questions , it was supposed to be a 30 day challenge , cutting down to 26 . hope i will have fun on this x:

finding my feet

friendly sunday (:

family breakfast . wait until 1030am for yuan , miss praise and worship /: . service . lunch . slack . vivo with yuan and rudi and gugan . home . family gathering . home . slack . watch liverpool's game (:

3^rd uncle and aunt interrogated me about whether I had a girl , sheesh

tomorrow's gonna be hectic , having training till 12pm , then trevor's tuition at 1230pm , ending no earlier than 330pm , this is so crazy . holidays just started like a week back ? and i have to suffer , but lucky i got jun han with me , good tuition buddy (: i really need God's strength man ! good sermon today , i love Pastor Kong :D he's sucha clever man , wooohooo~

shan't post much tonight , not in the mood to x: i'm facing one of the most tough months in my secondary school life , and i really wish it doesn't turn bad .

i hope the choice i made to cut off friendships will be of use to me , i won't need that much , and i've got more time . it will prove to be a correct choice , i'm sure .

daily prayer : God , i thank you for october , where things were not as bad as expected . i pray that i will learn to put my hopes on You , and not people , because You will not forget Your promise . i need to stop these negative thoughts and start worshipping you like never before . i pray that Your presence will be around everytime i seek you , and that You will help me cruise through november . grace Lord , i need grace . thank You thank You thank You for everything , all these through Jesus' name , amen C:

- the older a person get might not necessarily mean he / she is getting more matured

I’m not gonna miss anyone anymore , it’s a waste of time

i found it

it's been awhile since saturday was so fun , and i really enjoyed every minute of it (: it started off late , as i was lazing on my dear bed , and my silly computer . had a game that clashed with N441's meeting , so i decided to go mama sarah's cell , which was jiayu's N467 cell , and man , they are an awesome batch of warriors that are so lively ! i got sabotaged during games , and yeah what do you expect when you have ji cai + jiayu +weide teamed against you ? i got thrashed . and forfeit was a ri-soy-lime , which was ribena plus soya sauce plus lime , and it tasted good i guess x: hahahahah

had a powerful meeting , sermon was about going through the valley , and that God is always with me . had a really enjoyable time with them , and i left with mama sarah and the oldest man left on earth , caveman ah leong ! :D you should meet him one day if you haven't , he's the best in 'debating' , even mama doesn't wanna go against him , because she believes that she will lose ;P hahahahah had a really really good quality time with them , before separating , as i went sengkang .

JFA 2-0 Khalsa

it was a well-deserved loss , we were lazy and well beaten by a fit and determined side . we're into the semis though , and yeah hope we get to win , but we are the youngest out there , sheesh /: had a superb time with the JFA lads , bullying Aetos as they played Sikhs . Linesh , Yu Sung and Aloysius was laughing super hard along with me xD went for dinner at banquet @ sengkang , before heading to tai seng to meet N441ians (: it was really nice to see them , though it was for just a short while .

accompanied hansheng , jonathan and aric for their dinner , and we had fun as well . aric lost to me in a bet , and he's so gonna get humiliated :D hahahahah a lone bus ride home spelled the end of 30 / 10 , but it was sure rockin' fun (: can't wait for service tomorrow , more and more people coming ! man i'm so happy ! :D

daily prayer : thank You Father for everything You have blessed me with today , i really ha d a fun time in Your presence Lord . continue to let me shine in Your glory Lord , it's my dream to become a leader one day . i believe with more effort and discipline , i will become one . thank You for the people i met today , who put that big smile on my face . i pray You bless them O Lord , abundantly (: as everyday goes by , let me learn more and more new lessons , to become a better christian . thank You once again , all through Jesus' name , amen C:

- Love what you do . Believe in your instincts . And you'd be able to pick yourself up and brush yourself off everyday

you change friends like you're changing clothes , sucha dangerous figure to mix with

never run from god

up the gear , bring it on

i don't like the fact that october is ending and november is starting , i'm gonna die in november , and not make it for december , and i will be buried before 2011 . i really detest w what i can imagine , but afterall , it's a trial , this is when i need to prove that God is my pillar , He's my strength .

friday went okay , passed up my streaming form in the afternoon , after lazing on bed for a few hours . plans altered due to some cheekiness . lunched at home , and computer for the whole afternoon , before heading to CCAB for khalsa training . it wasn't the best of a training to boost myself as i made poor passes and lost possession , very discouraging ): slacked at SPC with aloysius , bernard and rudi for like an hour :D had a really fun time with the staff and talking about all the stuff that you'd never talk about . it has been a long week , ups and downs as usual , and yeah i enjoyed myself (:

gonna head for N467's cell tomorrow for make-up , as i can't attend N441's due to hockey commitments . i feel really stressed because i wanna go for N441's cell group , but the game is last fixture already , against energy-packed side JFA , and i really wanna play against them . well mama sarah and ah ma leila will be there with bernard and i at hougang , so it should be a fun time (:

that's all for today , till tomorrow night , where i will be even more shag than this ): i think the sad face will represent me for november .

p.s : i'm really sorry nicolette , i seriously would love to serve you , but hockey's coming in at a wrong time ): i promise that i will serve after the season , looking forward to it !

p.p.s : here we go again , i have the itch to talk about it , but argh no i'm so not going to start telling the world how wrong you were and how pitiful i am .

daily prayer : God , this is a grueling period of time which i am going to face , i pray that You will come and touch my heart to seek You for strength , to seek You for the ability to break through into a whole new level . let me see O Lord , the almighty power of Yours . let me live by the examples of Heroes of faith in Your word , and that i will find wisdom and grace in between ! all these through Your Son's most precious name , amen C:

- Reality continues to ruin my life

i have an evil plan in mind , but no , i'm not that bad . you can take my closest friends , i have got the others

i wonder what they see in you