Thursday, November 4, 2010

a second chance


Day 03 Something you have to forgive yourself for.

this is a good challenge and i should be honest here . i would forgive myself for being so naughty and playful ? curiosity killed me . i used to be a good kid , where i would head home everyday after school . the kid with the highest socks in school , and the nerdiest bag around . sporty enough , luckily . heh (: but things took a turn in upper primary , i got addicted to card games and started stealing . i stole often , and i really regret it . i stole from my dad , i stole from my uncle . and ever since i came back to god , i really regretted committing . i plan to pay them back when i got a regular income , and i would give them back prolly double or triple ? hahah another one is cigarettes , i started smoking back in june 2009 . got caught by parents , got caught by police but i still continued . glad that i stopped just before coming to church . it's been a good long 10 months of no nicotine , and yeah proud of myself . always have the thrill to light it up when i see my friends doing it , but nah , not worthy (; these two has been the big hits in my life , and i would forgive myself . but if i was to commit a bigger crime at an older age , then i would blame myself for everything . glad that i have changed , and because i've changed , i can forgive myself , just as god forgave me (:

- before you start judging my past , remember that no one's perfect .

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