End Of Tunnel

I'm Dead Beat , And I'm Super Lazy To Continue Gogglesboy's Blog ; Well All The Uploading Of Photos And Typing My Life Out On Text Is Killing Me . I Wanna Push The Stop Button , But I Know I Must Hang On ;

I Need A Rest , But Looking @ My Schedule , Trainings Leading Up To 11-A-Side And Trevor's Weekly Tuition Literally Spells Out My Holidays :/ Academically , I Aint Doing Well . In Hockey , I Aint Doing Well Too , Got 2nd For 6-A-Side , And We've To Train Hardcore For Our Final Battle ; Well I Guess I've To Apply What I Told Sissy The Other Day : Everyone Faces Tests , But The Strongest Merely Overcome Them And Continue ; I've Never Been So Tired In Life , And I Really Want A Break .

AC's Here , And I'm Excited , But It's Gonna Be Tiring /: Well I'm At The End Of My Tunnel Alrdy , But I'm Not Sure If I See Another Tunnel Ahead Or I See Eternal Light ):

Adore(d)

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget i'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what...

*Inspired By Eileen , This Is Her Favourite Song Since 15 ! Love The Meaning (: I Love You No Matter What ;

Positivity

today was tiring , but fun ; love my n441 mates (:

and 6-a-side , i'm gonna conquer you , ;D

BoonKiat

Coming Back Soon

Sorry I Haven't Been Blogging For Awhile , But I'll Make A Comeback Asap ; Been Busy Recently With Exams And All , And Plus The Holidays Are Nearing , Which Means Late Nights :P Hockey Nationals 6-a-side On Monday ! :D We're Gonna Target The Title ! (;

BoonKiat

Relief

Whoooosh It's Been Kinda Long Since I Blogged , It Seems ; Hahah Life Has Been Lifeless These Few Days , Wandering Around Town After School Everyday :/ The Usual Post-Exam Hype Isnt There Anymore , Not Sure Why ...

I Think I Flunked My Science Exams , :x I Admit That I Totally Didnt Study A Single Bit On Either Bio , Physics Or Chem. I'm Targeting To Make A Comeback @ CA2 , See How It Goes . There's Cell Later , Which Means Sure Fun :D Hahah

Had Ding Tai Fung With Family @ Bishan For Lunch , Awesome Ttm (: Dad's On Cruise With Grandma , And I Kinda Miss Him , Nobody To Ferry Me Around ; Btw , My Grandma's House Is Vacant , And I Plan To Call Bernard And Rudi Over For Stayover :DD Heheheh It's Gonna Be A High Night If That Happens :P

- Impatience never commanded success .

Vice Versa

God Wants Me , I Want God Too . I Guess I Need To Be More Disciplined , More Matured In Order To Feel Him ; I Need To Mix With Matured And Godly People . I'm Thirsting , And I Will Continue To Thirst For It . (: I Wanna Go Back To The Heart Of Worship , But Looking At My Current Status , I'm Far From It . I Will Continue To Work On It , And There's Absolute No Chance For Failure ; I Will Continue To Believe (:

-The thing always happens that you really believe in ; and the belief in a thing makes it happen .

Mo-tee-vate

I've Been Busy With Exams These 2 Days , Having Science On Monday , Math Paper 1 On Tuesday . Science Paper Was Down , Did Badly For Physics :/ Chem , As Usual , Badly Done As Well . My Plus Point Was Bio , Which I Felt I Did Well , Because I Could Answer The Questions (:

Well Mr Ang Said That There Were 4 Failures For Physics , So I Pray I'm Not One Of Them :P

Math Paper Was The Opposite , It Was AWESOME :D Had Trevor's Tuition In The Morning , Which Brought Back All The Sec 1 Memories Which Totally Helped Me Owned My Math ; Though I Left 7 Marks Blank , I'm Rather Confident On Scoring An A Or B (: Argh Stress Stress Stress !

It's Paper 2 Today , Well Gonna Have Tuition @ Trevor's Place Again , And After That , I'm Free For Nuts ! Hahah Literature Tomorrow = Slack Tonight :D Gonna Have Dinner With Nicolette Tonight , Along Wirh Bernard And 'Ric . And , 6-A-SIDE IN 13 DAYS ! Woohoo~ Excited To Kick Off Warm-Up For Season ;D

- I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past .

Mothers , You Rockk

To All Mothers In The World , Today Is Your Day , Treat The World To Yourself . Happy Mother's Day ! :DD

Had Family Breakfast At Sims Drive (Again) This Morning (: The Nasi Lemak There Is Simply Superb :D Guess It's These Small Stuff That We Do Together That Brings Us Closer As One (: Dad Sent Me To Expo For Service ; Mother's Day Service Was Superb , Very Loving . Sang Songs That Are So Heart-Warming . Enjoyed It Very Much . Celebrated Mother's Day For Nicolette As A Cell And For Leila As A Zone . These 2 Mother Figures Are Just Simply Awesome (:

Took Some Photos En Route To T2 . Took A Ride Off Angeline's Car , Hahah She's A Confident Driver , As Hansheng Says . Hahah Had Burger King With The Zone At T2 , Which Was Great . Spent Quality Time With Angeline , Nicolette , Bernard , Hansheng And Wilson . Everytime I Think Of Them , I Thank God , I Thank The Daddy Up There For Such Wonderful Additions In My Life (:

Had A Real Good Time Before Training Down To Kallang With Wilson Before Heading Home . Planned To Get Mum A Gift But Was Being Chased Home To Revise For Exams . :/ Instead , Caught A Nap Before Heading For Mother's Day With Family :P Had Milky Steamboat , Which Was As Usual , Simple Delicious . Love It :D

Had A Real Good Motther's Day Today , Enjoyed All My Activities Through Out (: Gonna Give My Mum A Hug Later ;D I'm Reminiscing My Life Spent With My Beloved Mum , And Obviously , I've Disappointed Her Like 9 Out Of 10 Times . :/ I'll Target Myself To Be A Better Son , A Better Child And A Better Character . I'm Just Delighted To Be On Good Terms With My Mum Now . I've Done So Much To Disappoint Her , But She Still Loves Me . My Days Are Brightening Up Again , And I'm Loving This Process , As I Learn More . (: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY Once Again ! (:

Science Paper Tomorrow ! Argh , But Might Be Dropping By Somerset Awhile In The Morning , Hahah Go Visit Eileen :D

- Every artist was first an amateur .

Resurrection

Had An Awesome Cell Meeting Today , Though I Missed Wayne Kerr Worship Tour , But It Was Rather Worth , I Guess (: Love N441 , Nicolette , Hansheng , Fiona , Cheryl ! :D:D They Add Magic To My Life (: Hahah Shan't Blogg Tonight , Life Is Gonna Be Better And Better ! ;D Mother's Service Tomorrow ! *Excited* (: Gonna Bring My Mum Out For A Treat :D

- The real leader has no need to lead -- he is content to point the way .

How ?

Last Night Didnt End Of Well , Made A Rather Bad Joke , Which Resulted In Some Sadness ; I've Learnt That I've Still Got So Much Of Life Values Missing :/ These Values Are The Keys To Success In Life , I Believe . From My Last Post , Shuold Be Able To Tell That Geog. Paper Yesterday Was Bad . I Didnt Finish My Paper ): There Goes My B3 Target , I Guess ; I Didnt Study Hard Enough , I Didnt Manage My Time Well Enough , Sighh Went To AMK Hub With Bernard , Bryan Lee And Rudi After Paper , Settled @ Subway (: Rudi And I Had A Crazy Time Home , As Usual . Dinner Was Good , Bee Hoon With Some Side Dishes . And I Had Tonnes Of Trevor's Tuition HW To Settle , Which Meant A Late Night . Came To Know About Some Stuff Which Made Me Tremble ; I Feel That I'm Drifting Away From My Close Ones , But I'm Not Sure Towards Which Direction .. An Irky Feeling That I've Never Felt Before

2010 Has Been A Stop-Start Year , And I'm Tired Of It . I Feel Like Stopping And Just Rot . I'm Exhausted By What's Happening For The Past 5 Months . I Want To Go Back To 2009 , I Want To Shrug Off Everything But Well Love Life The Way It Is ? (: I Cant Reverse , So I'll Move Forward , With A Better Character , A Better Mind :D Cant Wait For Cell Group And Wayne Kerr's Worship Tour Tomorrow ! :D Tuition Postponed To 1 , Which Means More Time To Sleeep ! :D Yaay (:

- Fortune favors the brave . ; He who hesitates is lost .

Bleak , Very

Geography Paper Was Lousy :/

Foot Off The Brakes

Today Was A Chilled-Out Day (: First Up Was Home Econs . As Usual , Not Needing To Break A Sweat ;P Had Fun But Was Worried Over Some Stuff :/ Geog. Came Shortly After , And The Class Was Crazy Even Though Paper Was Tomorrow -.- Recess Was All About Catching , Hahah And It Was Really Fun (: Secondary School Catching More Exciting Because Everyone's Faster Than Ever , More Excitement . Almost Jumped Off A Balcony But Didnt Risk It :X

Hahah DIC Lessons These Days Are Watching Movies Time ; Mr Stanley Showed Us Shaquille O'Neal's Life TV , Which Was Rather Cool , Inspiring . Love Inspiring Materials , They Brighten Up My Day :D Bio Class For English Lessons Were Cool , But I Need Some Revision On My Stuff ! Argh ): Chinese Class Was Movie Time , I Not Stupid . Hahah Terry Is Extremely Cute ! :P

Met Bernard , Rudi And Vevien For Study At Far East After School ; They Ate Till Around 4 Plus -.- Hahah It Was Gonna Be A Failed Plan Anyway :P And Btw , Tom N Toms Rocks ! Hahah It Has Nice Cookies And Cream Ice Blends And Pizzas ! ^^ Will Patrionise It More Often (: Heheh Found Out U-14's Grouping , Finally ! Teck Whye , St Hilda's And SJI Here We Come ! It's Not Gonna Be Easy , But We'll Overcome It , Definitely ;) It's S.A's Season This Year ! Geog Paper Tomorrow Will Be Tough , And I'm Still Blogging Here :P I'm Starting To Take Stuff More Serious When Needed , It Kinda Helps Me In One Way Another (: Hahah Today Was A Good Day , Relaxed (:

- The ability to convert ideas to things is the secret to outward success .

Desperados

Ohh My Goshh ! All These Are My Wants For Now ! *grits teeth* I've Calculated , I'll Need About $600 At Most To Get All These Stuff ! But I Shall Wait , And See God's Plans For Me ^^ Hahah I've Still Got 2 Months Of Arise And Build ($220) And A Debt Of $90 To Settle :/ All These Are Making Me Sigh ; I Really Love The German And Spain Jerseys ! The Vans Are Also Superr Awesome ! Argh It's Making Me Itch ! *frustrated* I'm Targeting To Get ALL These By End-Of-Year (: See How It Goes , God Will Provide ! :D

Recovery Process

Today Was Better Than Yesterday , I Guess (: Went To School Late , But Didnt Get Caught :D Came Online At 7 , After Mum Went Exercising . Found 64 New Notifications In My Facebook ; Went To School Without My Wallet :/ And No Badge Which Gives Me Loads Of Trouble , Sighh

Skipped Assembly With Yu Sung , Before Going For Physics . It Was Physics , Chemistry Then Maths Before Recess . And I Think Ms Cheong's Gonna Fail My Mid-Years , She's Really Going Insane Soon -.- Recess Was Cool , And Rudi Finally Got His Blackberry ! Hahah It's Very Nice ! (: Guess I Need To Get Something Hip Soon Too :P Hahah Art Was Unusually Crazy And Math Again Was Unbearable . Ended Off With Bio Lessons For English Period .

Went Home After School Straight , Surprisingly . I Was Home By 2.30 ; Geog Paper's On Friday , And I Haven't Really Started Revision ): Life @ Home Is Usually Boring And Mine Was Bored . Played A Prank On The Conference With Gugan And Bernard :P Hahah That's How I Ended Off My Off-Colour Tuesday :/ Well I'm Starting To Look At Life In A New Perspective , I'm Starting To Look At My Seniors And How They Have Influenced Me . I Can Say That I'm Going Into A New Lease Of Life (:

- We are what we repeatedly do . Excellence , therefore, is not an act but a habit .

Blessing In Disguise

I'm Grounded Today ! Argh :/ Mum Just Had To Ground Me On The Day Bryan Lee's Birthday Surprise Which I Planned Out Happened . But It Was A Real Good Day As I Learnt Some New Values Of Life ;

Sneaked To Yuan's House To Use The Computer After Waking Up To Find My Braodband Plug Gone -.- Got Called Back For Breakfast Before Going Back And Did Some Uploading Of The Overdued Photos Taken Over The Weekend (: Had Some Fun Before Going Home To Take The D5000 For Yuan . I Went Back Home After That , And Started Tearing . (': I Felt God Trying To Teach Me . And I'm Glad I Got Grounded , For Once . Lunch At Hawker Centre Was Good , And Loads Of Thoughts Went Through My Mind . Came Back And Went Straight Back To My Bed , Starting To Tear Again . I've Never Cried Like This Before , But It's Really Nice To Have Learned . Finally Patched Things Up With Aric And Jerald After Straightening My Thoughts . (:

My Monday Was Eat,Sleep,Eat,Sleep . Hahah Enjoyed It But Mum's Still Tight On Me :/ I Wanna Rewind Back To Last Week , Where Everything Was Fine . How I Wish . Sighh Dinner Was Good , Spent Time With Family , Watching TeeVee With Them :D:D I've Learnt To Forgive And Forget . It's Easier Said Than Done , Trust Me . I Thank God For This , As I Start Another Chapter Of Life , With Him Being More In-Charged Of My Life (: I Want A Better Character Of Myself , And I Will Work For It , I'll Have To Throw Everything From The Past Away And Start New Again (: Pride And Everything Will Have To Make Way For Humbleness :D

Ohh Btw , It's May 3rd ! Which Means ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN AND SARAH ! :D:D Thank You Bryan For Always Being There Even Though When I'm Not At My Best And A Great Friend ! Thank You Sarah For Everything Since I've Known You (: Looking Forward To Know You More ! All The Way For SOT ! Heheh (:

- You cannot dream yourself into a character ; you must hammer and forge yourself one .

Desperate For Your Presence

Picture perfect memories , scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one , I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey , can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one , I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one , I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now , I just need you now

Oh baby , I need you now

So Not Sunday-ish

Sunday Isnt Like This . What Went Wrong ?! Sheesh My Life Is Crapped Up :/

Day Started Well With Family Breakfast At Simss Drive , Had A Extremely Delicious Plate Of Nasi Lemak . (: Dad Sent Me To Service , This Time @ Hall 8 , And There Was Mega Loads Of People ; Service Was Great , But I Wasnt , Kept Falling Asleep :/ Sigh

Took Loads Of Photos After Service , Hahah Had Some Really Nice Ones With Bryan , Liwen And Jicai (: Decided To Head To T3 , Airport For Lunch . Nic Asked Bernard And I To Help Out At CityNews After Lunch , And Yeahh That Was The Plan . Took 80+ Photos Since I Was Borrowing Vev's Camera For The Day :D Went Back To Expo After Having Curry Chicken Noodle For Lunch (: They Needed Help To Sort Out Papers For Asia Conference . Did That For About An Hour , Getting My Fingers Black Like Lead . Heheh Ended At Around 4 Plus , Then Headed Home . Reached Home @ 5.30 After Deciding To Join Bernard On The Red Line , Rather Than Alighting At Green Line .

It Was A Seriously Wrong Decision . Mum Gave Me A Thrashing And Grounded Me . Cant Go For Bryan's Birthday Surprise Tomorrow ! )': Argh I Hate Myself ! @!$# I Was Angry , Frustrated And Pissed . I Only Took An Hour ! -.-" Napped For An Hour Before Dinner @ Family Gathering . Watched Chelsea Own Liverpool , Feeling Happy . Provided Live Coverage For Angeline For Awhile :D Sighh Dunno How I Became Like This , Probably Bcoz Of Angeline . :P:P Hahah Watched Man Utd Go Against Sunderland Before Talking To Vevien For Awhile On The Phone About ******* . Hahah :P I'm So Pissed About My Sunday ! It Didnt Turn Out Well , Pray It Gets Better (:

- We are all motivated by a keen desire for praise , and the better a man is , the more he is inspired to glory .

I Will Survive

It's Another Saturday ! I Love Weekends These Days , Weekdays Are Just Obstacles To My Love . Hahah Tuition In The Morning Was Productive As Usual , Very Good (: Went Home To Nap For Half An Hour , Before Preparations For Cell @ Charis Mission . Planned To Join Nic's Dad's Lorry But Was Kinda Late So My Own Dad Sent Me . Hahah I Reached The Destination To Find No One There :X Seems That I Was The First There . The Guys At Charis Mission Are Super Friendly And Gives Good Hospitality :D Hahah Planned The Scavenger Hunt With Bernard Until Just Before Cell , Couldnt Really Think Of Something To Let The Guys Find . :/ Prayed For Leila And Pastor Kong Before Cell , And Games Started . Hahah Hansheng Wanted To Be Part Of The Gamemaster , But Was Denied :P And His Team Eventually Lost And He Had To Do The 'Nobody' Dance ! Hahah It Was A Really Epic Moment ;

Cell Was Great From Start To End , Taking Loads Of Photos Before And After . Hahah Fiona Dyed Her Hair Dark Red ! Not So Obvious Though ; Went To Bishan After That With Hansheng , Bernard , Junlong And Aric . Met Vevien To Get The USB Cable For The Sexy D5000 . Heheh Headed For Subway After That (: Had A Subway Melt Meal . Enjoyable (: Went Home And Got Lectured By My Mum . Dunno Why She's Kinda Going Back To Her Old Ways Again ): I'd Pray Not :X Service Tomorrow @ Hall 8 ! Excited :DD Blog's Kinda Getting Bored These Days , Argh :/

- Seek The Lofty By Reading , Hearing And Seeing Great Work At Some Moment Daily .